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aleXX
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Date Posted: 21:25:04 05/25/02 Sat
Author Host/IP: 224.norcross-03rh16rt.ga.dial-access.att.net/12.92.205.224
In reply to:
aleXX
's message, "Saturday May 25 Late at night" on 19:33:32 05/25/02 Sat
Beautiful jeNN
I am so glad i got to talk to you today. You made me feel so much better...YOU MADE MY DAY!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I am sorry i didn't get to call you back though. I had eyes/ears around, you know.
I had been in a bad state last night and this morning. It was a rough night. Today, though, after i talked to you, I got to work. I've already got one song for you. I've got one song ready for us to record. I'm currently working on the drum machine. And, there's another song coming soon. A bit fun oriented this time. Up-beat. See, my mood is better already. All i need is time to sing w/o ears around.
My mind has been doing a lot of thinking today. It wont stop. I'm trying to make it stop. I guess last night kinda messed me up pretty bad. I cried all last night and several times this morning. Quite uncontrollably. Usually when i cry i feel better, but this time each time, it only got worse. The tears just kept coming. When i talked to you it really spilled out. I'm sorry to have done that to you on the phone like that but i couldn't help it. Actually though, that was the cry that made it go away. That was the good cry that got it all out! Thank you for letting me bleed all over the phone like that, I needed it. I'll be straightened up soon and back to my old FIX-BOY self for you. I owe you so much...and i'm gonna deliver!
Please have a good time tomorrow. Drive safely, don't let anything happen to that lovely body of yours or else! Think of me while you're there. I'll dance in your head. I'll be thinking of you. And you'll be dancing in my head, too.
Let's see, i missed a night, so...Let's put on your comfy clothes, put you in the bed. Cover you up but not too much, it's kinda warm tonight. Snuggle you in and pull up the blankets under your chin. I kiss your cheek and slowly rock you till you drift off. I'll watch for a while o make sure there are no nightmares lurking...Goodnight precious...I love you...dream fantastical dreams for me. I'll do my best to make them come true for you.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
YOU ARE BURIED DEP IN MY HEART
aleXX
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