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Date Posted: 18:40:36 07/26/01 Thu
Author: K'ndelek-Dimath
Subject: Watches sadly...
In reply to: Kilia with Sith 's message, "Snorts..." on 15:29:17 07/26/01 Thu

His eyes glint as he turns his back to her. He stands there, arms crossed over his chest, head bowed, eyes closed against the onslaught of emotion. No one ever listened to him. Couldn't she have even given him time for one 'Forgive me'? His left eye begins to twitch slightly. Maybe he shouldn't have acted like he really wasn't. Maybe he should just be who he really was. The humble, low-life idoit who nobody wanted around. Being treated like that your whole life does that to you. Well, he wasn't going to let it happen this time. He'd at least get a word in, whether she liked it or not. He was good at annoying people who hurt him like this. She wouldn't get away with standing him alone. No she wouldn't. No one else would ever drop him once he had started to feel comfortable, liked, even wanted. He turns back around, leaning against the wall in an easy pose, staring calmly at Kilia. Something runs through his eyes, but is gone a moment later. No, she would listen to him if it was the last thing he did. ~A big promise to yourself. But are you going about it the right way? Maybe you should try it again?~ 'I'm tired of this treatment. Can I help it if I'm like that? If I was raised, then left alone to fend to myself. Can I help it if I was thinking of a better way to thank her than a simple 'thank you'?' ~Mayeb that's all she wanted...~ 'Why should she get it if I never did...?' ~If you had told her that, maybe later she would have thanked you!~ 'Well fine then! Too late for that!' His gaze becomes furious, turning it to the ground in front of him. Why take out his anger on her? Dimath was right, like always. Try again. He waits until his gaze lightens, then, without composing himself, walks over to Kilia. He stands in front of her, not caring if she even ackwoledged his presence.
"Listen, Kilia. I know I was a jerk back there. But eben jerks deserve a second chance. I was wrong not to thank you. I'm not really sure I know how to, but now, if you could find it within yourself. I'd be grateful if you could...forgive me......." He stops, why unload his heart to someone who didn't want him around? He waited for a responce, prayed for a responce. Anything. Just to know that she cared enough to yell at him or forgive him.

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Replies:

Cold Gaze... -- Kilia with Sith, 19:49:02 07/27/01 Fri
- Looks up.... -- K'ndelek-Dimath, 13:21:26 07/28/01 Sat
  - Re: Looks up.... -- D'rius - Dememnth, 06:22:35 08/12/01 Sun