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Subject: No Sugar Coating


Author:
Moi
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Date Posted: 08:54:19 10/14/13 Mon

No sugar coating here . . .
Let me spell it out
Some choices in life have lifelong repercussions
You used me, plain and simple and strung me along with promises of love and caring
You kept me there with a physical connection
That I readily admit I used as well to keep you close
You said maybe in two years, maybe in 2013
Every time I heard that I held on thinking maybe
And the years went by
Each day a memory of you and us and nothing
Silence followed in the past few years
I appreciated that knowing the truth that I was a diversion
From your day to day life.
At yet each day, because of work because of my better half,
Shouts of you fill my day in the most negative way
Every day I am reminded of the error of my ways
What a horrible decision I made, to be close to someone
Not understanding the years and depth of grief that it would cause
But I keep trying when I know that I should not
You told me you wanted to sell
And I saw a bit of light, a release, an escape
But you wanted to know what I was wearing
And emotions crashed into me like a wave
I’ve got nothing to offer you there
I’m broken
so I know It’s more silence from you
My dream come true is for you to move away
To not have to earn my living being compared to you and yours
To not hear violent words from him about you and about me
Years have dulled the flame but not softened the repercussions
Of a terrible decision.
Please know that I expect silence
I expect no reply or any efforts on your part to make things right.

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