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>>Although I had mixed feelings about it at the time, >>due to my stepsister's spankings I later became >>obsessed with spankings later in life and also like >>you I often masturbated in private after the spankings >>due to the feelings when getting spanked with my >>privates rubbing against her smooth thighs and her >>rubbing my butt at the same time. >> >>No doubt most posters coming here on this forum have >>some form of these early feelings about spankings, or >>at least are nostalgic about it. > >Hi Rob, always nice to chat with you! > >At first I just hated the spankings. The actual >spankings, I always did! Carrie was an adept and >proficient spanker! Her "spankin's" really, 'really' >REALLY HURT!!!! Even after the spanking when the >intense burn, sting and throb had died down I felt >nothing but abject misery. I would just lie curled up >on my bed dreading the next time I did something that >my stepmomma deemed warranted another spanking. It >was only between the age of eight and nine, as puberty >approached, that I started, about a couple of hours >after the actual spanking itself, to experience these >'ambivalent and strange' feelings that I could not >understand. I started to play with myself and >combined with that warm tingle and itchy feeling on my >buttocks, found it was a not an altogether unpleasant >experience! I actually ejaculated for the first time >two days before my twelfth birthday, after one of >Carrie's spankin's. I know for a fact, that had it >not been for my stepmother's spankings I would not >have cum till much later! For me these ambivalent, >strange and quite pleasant feelings were 'a small >mercy'! In fact I would even go as far as to say they >were a positive development. They brought something >fairly pleasant and enjoyable to an experience that >was, in all other respects, dreadful, painful and >humiliating. And with spankings being a common, >dreaded and inescapable part of life, this at least >was something that gave them a slightly - albeit very >slightly - more positive association. A case, I >suppose of, for me anyway, something quite pleasant >and enjoyable coming out of something that was >otherwise dreaded, painful and humiliating! > >I sure as you say, many of the other posters on this >forum have similar feelings about their childhood >spankings! I know from conversations I've had with >other adults in general, especially other 'Boomers' >and many Generation X'ers, (and even,though to a much >lesser extent, some millenials) that they had similar >feelings and experiences about their spankings growing >up. I, obviously when raising the subject of >spanking, always gauge how keen or not they are to >talk. Some show no interest in discussing it. Others >are uncomfortable about doing so! Then, there are >those who will talk about how they were spanked >growing up; but will not go into great detail. And >then there are those individuals who will elaborate on >their spanking experiences and in some instances seem >keen and enthusiastic to do so! Almost like it is a >form of therapy! Some of them, you can tell, find the >subject matter very erotic and sexually stimulating! >They in the main, though not always, tend to come from >the Boomer generation! > >Your stepsister's spankings have, by your own >admission, resulted in you developing a spanking >fetish. Just as my own stepmom's did with me. (I >have often wondered, for what it's worth, whether had >she not spanked me, particularly in the manner that >she did, I would still have developed a spanking >fetish due to the numerous other spankings I saw, >heard and witnessed in Fifties and Sixties >Mississippi!? I guess that's something I'll never >know!) And many others too, have acquired a >fascination with, obsession about and love of "good >ole fashion spankin'!!!" I think if you (one) is able >to accept that, even embrace it and make the best of >things, then that is all for the good! What happened >in the past can never be undone! It is what it is! >That's just my humble old opinion anyway!

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