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Subject: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
Lian-Cruz
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Date Posted: 11:39:37 08/27/25 Wed
Author Host/IP: 47.60.41.15

Hello, I am the admin, Lian, a character that I invented to satisfy my desires as many do on this website, and I want to send a message before this forum is deleted next Monday

Today I need to speak with complete sincerity.

For a long time, I've been trapped in a dark habit that has taken far more from me than it gave me. At first, it seemed like something small, almost unimportant, but over time, I realized it was stealing my life. Every time I consumed this material or talked about it, I felt like a part of me was dying: my morals, my dignity, my ability to feel like a human being with reason and values.

This habit hasn't given me anything good. It's only left me empty, with shame, with the feeling that I was betraying everything I want to be. It didn't make me stronger, happier, or freer. On the contrary, it turned me into someone I don't recognize, someone who was moving away from the person I truly want to become. And I know that if I continue down this path, only worse consequences await me: legal, emotional, and spiritual.

That's why I've decided to stop once and for all. I'm going to delete all my content, close this forum, and cut off any contact that tries to drag me back into the same thing. I don't want to continue feeding an addiction that robs me of my dignity and makes me feel like I have no control over my life.

Starting today, I'm going to seek help. I'm not ashamed to admit it, because asking for help is the true sign of strength. I want to retrain my mind, heal my habits, and learn to live cleanly, healthily, and at peace with myself. I want to lift my head again and look at myself in the mirror with pride, not shame. I want to regain my humanity, my morals, and my capacity to truly love.

To those reading this: perhaps you too feel the same way inside. Perhaps you've also convinced yourself that this is harmless, that you can control it, that it's not that serious. I told myself that too. But deep down, you know it's stealing your life, just as it was stealing mine.

Think for a moment: Do you want to live the rest of your days hiding, ashamed, trapped in a habit that only makes you feel emptier inside? Or do you want to take the step to regain your dignity, your freedom, and your inner peace?

It's never too late to change. It's never too late to choose a different path. I've already made my decision: to leave this habit behind and build a better life. I'm not going back. And if I can do it, you can too.

May this message be the end of a dark time and the beginning of another full of hope, for me and for everyone who reads it.

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[> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
spelvin
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Date Posted: 19:35:44 08/27/25 Wed
Author Host/IP: 72.78.201.247

I am sorry to hear that.
I think there is a need for a discussion forum on child nudity.
I imagine that there are many people, like myself, who have feelings of anxiety about child nudity, but who do not pose any threat to children.
I also believe that many people like myself relate very well with children, but could relate even better if we discuss these feelings.

That is why I started a forum on child nudity right after I read Lian's message.
Interested parties are welcome to pay me, and pay each other, a visit at:
http://www.voy.com/251284

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[> [> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
scamptoo to spelvin
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Date Posted: 09:21:38 08/28/25 Thu
Author Host/IP: 24.57.206.80

>I am sorry to hear that.
>I think there is a need for a discussion forum on
>child nudity.
>I imagine that there are many people, like myself, who
>have feelings of anxiety about child nudity, but who
>do not pose any threat to children.
>I also believe that many people like myself relate
>very well with children, but could relate even better
>if we discuss these feelings.
>
>That is why I started a forum on child nudity right
>after I read Lian's message.
>Interested parties are welcome to pay me, and pay each
>other, a visit at:
>http://www.voy.com/251284

I clicked on that link but there was no message box with which to reply.

.

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[> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
anon
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Date Posted: 21:58:35 08/27/25 Wed
Author Host/IP: 76.195.201.31

I wish you success. I will just leave voy as forum here was taken over a private conversation, and few responses.

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[> [> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
spelvin
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Date Posted: 15:49:39 08/28/25 Thu
Author Host/IP: 72.78.201.247

It looks like you have to register as a user to contribute to my board.
I had to register as a user myself.
Yet I have been able to contribute to this board without going through any registration.
See if you can do the same on my board.

Liam-Cruz, do you have any words of advice here?

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[> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
Captain Obvious
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Date Posted: 19:39:36 08/28/25 Thu
Author Host/IP: 107.130.116.129

>Hello, I am the admin, Lian, a character that I
>invented to satisfy my desires as many do on this
>website, and I want to send a message before this
>forum is deleted next Monday
>
>Today I need to speak with complete sincerity.
>
>For a long time, I've been trapped in a dark habit
>that has taken far more from me than it gave me. At
>first, it seemed like something small, almost
>unimportant, but over time, I realized it was stealing
>my life. Every time I consumed this material or talked
>about it, I felt like a part of me was dying: my
>morals, my dignity, my ability to feel like a human
>being with reason and values.
>
>This habit hasn't given me anything good. It's only
>left me empty, with shame, with the feeling that I was
>betraying everything I want to be. It didn't make me
>stronger, happier, or freer. On the contrary, it
>turned me into someone I don't recognize, someone who
>was moving away from the person I truly want to
>become. And I know that if I continue down this path,
>only worse consequences await me: legal, emotional,
>and spiritual.
>
>That's why I've decided to stop once and for all. I'm
>going to delete all my content, close this forum, and
>cut off any contact that tries to drag me back into
>the same thing. I don't want to continue feeding an
>addiction that robs me of my dignity and makes me feel
>like I have no control over my life.
>
>Starting today, I'm going to seek help. I'm not
>ashamed to admit it, because asking for help is the
>true sign of strength. I want to retrain my mind, heal
>my habits, and learn to live cleanly, healthily, and
>at peace with myself. I want to lift my head again and
>look at myself in the mirror with pride, not shame. I
>want to regain my humanity, my morals, and my capacity
>to truly love.
>
>To those reading this: perhaps you too feel the same
>way inside. Perhaps you've also convinced yourself
>that this is harmless, that you can control it, that
>it's not that serious. I told myself that too. But
>deep down, you know it's stealing your life, just as
>it was stealing mine.
>
>Think for a moment: Do you want to live the rest of
>your days hiding, ashamed, trapped in a habit that
>only makes you feel emptier inside? Or do you want to
>take the step to regain your dignity, your freedom,
>and your inner peace?
>
>It's never too late to change. It's never too late to
>choose a different path. I've already made my
>decision: to leave this habit behind and build a
>better life. I'm not going back. And if I can do it,
>you can too.
>
>May this message be the end of a dark time and the
>beginning of another full of hope, for me and for
>everyone who reads it.


It was pretty clear that "Matteo" is/was someone just writing fiction and getting his rocks off while doing it. Same for a few other posters; now that dumbass spelvin is back from the dead (and I wish he was and had stayed there...). This place is a perverted volcano covering the Internet. It's worse than 4chan and I didn't think that was possible.

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[> [> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
curious to Captain Obvious
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Date Posted: 10:15:55 08/29/25 Fri
Author Host/IP: 24.57.206.80


>It was pretty clear that "Matteo" is/was someone just
>writing fiction and getting his rocks off while doing
>it. Same for a few other posters; now that dumbass
>spelvin is back from the dead (and I wish he was and
>had stayed there...). This place is a perverted
>volcano covering the Internet. It's worse than 4chan
>and I didn't think that was possible.

if this forum isn't to your liking then why in the hell did you come here? what is really obvious is that no one here twisted your 'cyber arm' to come here. i'm not familiar with that 4chan, but if it is similar to this forum in some way it would seem that you go looking for such content.

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[> [> [> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
Captain Obvious
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Date Posted: 11:04:33 08/29/25 Fri
Author Host/IP: 107.130.116.129

>
>>It was pretty clear that "Matteo" is/was someone just
>>writing fiction and getting his rocks off while doing
>>it. Same for a few other posters; now that dumbass
>>spelvin is back from the dead (and I wish he was and
>>had stayed there...). This place is a perverted
>>volcano covering the Internet. It's worse than 4chan
>>and I didn't think that was possible.
>
>if this forum isn't to your liking then why in the
>hell did you come here? what is really obvious is that
>no one here twisted your 'cyber arm' to come here. i'm
>not familiar with that 4chan, but if it is similar to
>this forum in some way it would seem that you go
>looking for such content.


Because those I mention take "childhood nudity" and turn it into straight-out pedophilia and/or sexual fetish.

If you can't see that perhaps you need to open your eyes while jacking off.

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[> [> [> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
Captain Obvious
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Date Posted: 11:05:43 08/29/25 Fri
Author Host/IP: 107.130.116.129

>
>>It was pretty clear that "Matteo" is/was someone just
>>writing fiction and getting his rocks off while doing
>>it. Same for a few other posters; now that dumbass
>>spelvin is back from the dead (and I wish he was and
>>had stayed there...). This place is a perverted
>>volcano covering the Internet. It's worse than 4chan
>>and I didn't think that was possible.
>
>if this forum isn't to your liking then why in the
>hell did you come here? what is really obvious is that
>no one here twisted your 'cyber arm' to come here. i'm
>not familiar with that 4chan, but if it is similar to
>this forum in some way it would seem that you go
>looking for such content.


Surrreeee you aren't familiar with 4chan.
And nobody goes 'looking' for 4chan, dumbshit.
Everybody knows the site, it's been around longer than you've had pubic hair.

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[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
curious
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Date Posted: 08:55:56 08/30/25 Sat
Author Host/IP: 24.57.206.80

>>
>>>It was pretty clear that "Matteo" is/was someone just
>>>writing fiction and getting his rocks off while doing
>>>it. Same for a few other posters; now that dumbass
>>>spelvin is back from the dead (and I wish he was and
>>>had stayed there...). This place is a perverted
>>>volcano covering the Internet. It's worse than 4chan
>>>and I didn't think that was possible.
>>
>>if this forum isn't to your liking then why in the
>>hell did you come here? what is really obvious is that
>>no one here twisted your 'cyber arm' to come here. i'm
>>not familiar with that 4chan, but if it is similar to
>>this forum in some way it would seem that you go
>>looking for such content.
>
>
>Surrreeee you aren't familiar with 4chan.
>And nobody goes 'looking' for 4chan, dumbshit.
>Everybody knows the site, it's been around longer than
>you've had pubic hair.

wow, two responses to my one post. it seems that i struck a nerve with you lol.

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Author:
anon
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Date Posted: 18:40:39 08/30/25 Sat
Author Host/IP: 76.195.201.31

Feeding trolls is a lost cause. He has nothing to say to the point he even stole his user name.

In end we are all here including him. I need to go do some yard work.

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[> [> Subject: Re: I am sorry, this is the ultime text of this forum


Author:
spelvin
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Date Posted: 19:11:00 08/29/25 Fri
Author Host/IP: 72.78.201.247

Captain Obvious, did you have a traumatizing experience with nudity in your own childhood?
If you did, and if you tell us about it,
we might learn from hearing about it.

And no, I am not looking for a kinky story to get us all excited.

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