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Date Posted: 10:41:49 09/03/25 Wed
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>Hi Ben,
>
>The other girls in my class did tease me about it. But
>at the beginning it wasn't that bad. At first I was 6.
>
>But Jessica continued to bathe me in front of Cristina
>for years. And she wasn't the only one. Along the
>years, many of Jessica's friends were present during
>my baths, and a few other girls, including a few from
>my class.
>
>Jessica enjoyed embarrassing me, and spanking me. If I
>had a stiffy during baths, she always spanked me and
>told me I was a very dirty boy. This did happen in
>front of Cristina and other girls. I remember hearing
>their giggling while I was over Jessica's lap getting
>spanked.
>
>She also loved taking my rectal temp before bedtime.
>
>Now I have to say that I did feel embarrassed but I
>didn't feel like I was terribly abused. I actually had
>a crush on Jessica and found Cristina very pretty too.
>So one tiny part of me did find everything slightly
>arousing, especially as I got older.
>
>I remember that Jessica's rectal temps felt good, and
>when I was 8 I tried shoving a pencil up my butt to
>recreate that feeling when I was alone. And I
>discovered that way that the anus can be a body part
>for pleasure, and not only for toilet purposes.
>
>To this day, I feel ambivalent about Jessica and
>Cristina, and the other girls who took advantage of
>me. She did spank me a lot, and even made me apologize
>on my knees kissing her feet. At the time it felt
>humiliating, but I didn't really know that feeling was
>a sexual thing. I did discover that I have a foot
>fetish by kissing Jessica's feet, though...
>
>And when I turned 11 and I masturbated for the first
>time, I did it thinking of Jessica making me kiss her
>feet.
>
>So in a way, she was a horrible girl and used me in a
>very illicit way. But in a way... well... I still get
>aroused remembering it... So I don't even know how to
>feel about it.
>
>It was wrong, and I did cry a lot when female
>classmates saw me naked, being spanked or even with a
>thermometer up my ass. Hearing them giggle was the
>worst. But on the other hand, I don't think I would
>chance anything that happened back then. Those are
>still some of the most erotic experiences for me to
>remember. And without that, I wouldn't have lived the
>CFNM experiences I lived and enjoy in University. In a
>way, Jessica and Cristina made me the person I am
>today, with a big interest in CFNM, Femdom, foot
>fetish... I wonder how I'd be today without Jessica in
>my past. I certainly wouldn't be who I am. And I like
>who I am. So I wouldn't chance the past even if I
>could.
you say, " If I had a stiffy during baths, she always spanked me and told me I was a very dirty boy." do you think back now and wonder if she maybe manipulated your penis during your baths so that you would get a stiffy so her friends could see it that way, and also to have an excuse to spank you for it happening?
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