| Subject: Ban Nang vs Ly Tri (22 Aug 01) |
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LeParia
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Date Posted: Wed, Sep 05 2001, 1:51:54
In reply to:
Song Thuong
's message, "Re: Neu dong nghiep biet minh la gay? (21 Aug 01)" on Wed, Sep 05 2001, 1:42:43
Chao anh Song Thuong,
Cam on anh da viet cho toi nhung dong chan tinh nhu vay. Thu thuc khi doc nhung suy nghi cua anh, toi da phai tu nhin lai minh, xem minh dang o dau trong dong chay cuoc doi.
Toi biet rang neu bay gio toi thua nhan minh la gay, thi the gioi cua toi se bi dao lon. Bo me toi se khong the con tu hao ve toi nua vi nhung ke "ghen an ghet o" se duoc dip tha ho cong kich. Ban be toi co le se khong dam cong khai di choi cung voi toi nua, vi co the ho so bi nguoi quen va ban gai nghi ngo. Con dong nghiep, xa hoi chac la kho thong cam khi song va lam viec voi mot nguoi DTLA. Toi biet, toi biet hau qua cua viec thua nhan thien huong tinh duc cua minh rat ro.
Tuy nhien, con nguoi song theo ban nang cua toi khong phai la mot ke de chien bai. No da bao lan giet chet y tri "phuc thien" cua toi. No lam toi guc nga truoc ve dep cua cac chang trai, ma than oi sao so menh cho toi gap qua nhieu nhung nguoi lam nhut tri "phuc thien" cua toi den vay?
Toi van nho loi mot thang ban than cua minh, no quy cho toi la mot thang song thien ve ly tri. Mot thang luon tinh tao, nhieu khi qua tinh tao va lanh lung trong viec nhin nhan va giai quyet moi van de. Cho den gio, toi van lam duoc dieu do trong cong viec va quan he xa hoi. Nhung trong tinh cam hay tinh yeu voi nhung chang trai khac, sao toi thay minh that bat luc va nhu nhuoc. Co nhung viec ly tri bao toi sai mot tram phan tram, nhung toi khong the chien thang minh, chien thang ban nang cua minh de lao vao nhung moi quan he, ma co le khong the chap nhan duoc voi bat ky ai dung ngoai cuoc.
Anh Song Thuong oi, anh co the dung trong moi loi noi cua minh. Nhung than oi, khong phai ai cung co the sai dai nhung buoc di tren con duong ma dang ra minh phai buoc. Neu ly tri cua toi ma thang duoc ban nang, toi co the ngang cao dau de buoc di nhu mot nguoi binh thuong? Phai chang day cung chi la hu danh? Phai chang day cung chi la mot su gia doi tich cuc cho xa hoi? Lieu no co tich cuc cho tat ca nhung nguoi da lua chon nhu vay?
That la kho khi dua ra quyet dinh cua minh. Toi biet day la thoi gian buoc ngoat cua cuoc doi khi tuoi hai muoi dang dan bo toi di. Toi biet nguoi ban gai rat than cua toi, nguoi luon chia xe voi toi nhung buon vui trong cuoc song, nguoi luon kien nhan lang nghe nhung tam su cua toi ve cuoc doi, nguoi luon cuoi ngat ngheo khi toi pha tro, nguoi san sang di mot minh tu nha den quan cafe toi dang ngoi de chi duoc gan toi, dang cho doi toi noi mot tieng YEU. Nhung than oi, sao dieu do kho khan voi toi vay? Sao toi khong the noi tieng YEU voi mot nguoi con gai, nguoi ma neu toi la mot nguoi "binh thuong" toi da cuoi lam vo tu lau roi.
Nhung du sao, toi cung rat cam on nhung loi noi chan tinh cua anh. Chac chan toi se suy nghi ve cuoc song, ve tuong lai de co the tim ra con duong di tot nhat cho minh.
LeParia.
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