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Date Posted: 16:29:33 01/27/02 Sun
Author: Seniequa
Author Host/IP: 209.206.211.244
Subject: Crazed and Stressed {outside}

She gallops mindlessly on a crocked path. Once swift and sure stride now clumsy and gapy, skipping strides. She gallops up to a steep ridge and looks down the steep sheer drop, and the sharp rocks jutting out of the ocean. Her eyes glazed with depression. She colapses on the ridge. She lands hard on her right foreleg, fracturing her cannon bone. Head hanging off the edge. She looks helplessly off the edge. "Is this my only escape? I can't do better than suicide. I wish Deadly Intentions were here." she says sadly, tears running off her face and splashing in the surf. "Why can't I do better than this? What is the world coming to? I by myself on the edge of a cliff crying for the death of humanity. What's worng with this picture? I don't belong in the world. I mean who cares anyway. Heck I'm talkin to the ocean cuz no one ever listens anyway." she shakes her head at how pathetic this scene is and raises her head. "What am I thinking? Gambrian and Javaqua care about me. They listen to me. I've gotta go home to them. They're my family, or at least, Gambrian is like family. Besides, Deadly Intentions, Shynoah, or Sun Raider wouldn't want me to go out like this." she trys to stand and slips becauser of her fracture, falling back to the ground. She trys again, only to turn around and hurt her leg more. She falls again and her leg completely breaks. Frustrated, she trys harder, this time her hind leg slips off the edge, hanging over the edge. She looks up at the sky and screams. "So this is what you want is it? For me to die by the waters, just as my beloved and family? Fine! Do as you will. Just be good to Javaqua, Gambrian, and for Gambrian's sake, Sky Classic. He'll be her only friend after you take me. Can you manage that for me?" she lets her head drop to the ground as her body slips slowly off the edge. She trys nothing for she is powerless and weak. Undesiding of her fate. Today is the firt time Seniequa has given up, and this is the last day of her life. She lets herself continue to slip as she watches the ants on the ground in front of her. "At least you're happy. Stupid ants."

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