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Subject: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Tortalla [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 20:26:24 02/27/02 Wed Through the blind shades of darkness, a bright speck of light appears. It twinkles, and grows larger, encompassing you. You’re leaping up a flight of stairs. Whirling suddenly, you turn to face a four-year-old boy. You hear words flying from your mouth. “I’m right and you’re wrong because I’m older than you and I’m SPECIAL!” “You ain’t special!” cries the boy in return. Unable to stop yourself despite any possible attempts, you shriek, “I'm lots more special than you are! And I wish you would die! Then maybe Mom and Dad would let me come undercover with them! You're too little!" The boy bursts into tears and rushes into his room, slamming the door behind him. The image dissolves momentarily, leaving you again in blackness, but there is no one here to comfort you. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> Subject: *screams* Author: Kitai [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:30:39 02/27/02 Wed *She falls to her knees, shrieking* No! Not again! No! It wasn't my fault! IT WASN'T MY FAULT! OOC: Stuck in a moment you can't get out of... *grins* [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Tortalla [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:04:08 03/01/02 Fri The scene whirls back to confront you. A dark shape glides into Jake's room. You ignore it. Later, at supper, you skip up the stairs. "Supper!" you yell, pounding the door. No reply. "Fine! Starve! See what I care!" you bellow and dash down the stairs to eat supper. Everything goes black again, ignoring your wails and pleas. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Stop it! Author: Kitai [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:58:10 03/02/02 Sat This is cruel! And it's NOT TRUE! IT WAS NOT MY FAULT! *cries* [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Tortalla [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:27:40 03/05/02 Tue Your brother is dead. You just got the news. As you sit arguing with your Master, you begin to realize that it truly is your fault. As much as you wish to refuse to believe it, there's only one truth: You killed your brother. You sent your parents into mourning. You destroyed the life you once knew. And you began the massive genocide that is being planned even as you sit here in the turtle, trying to rescue a little girl... [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: No! Author: Kitai [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 19:37:48 03/05/02 Tue That's not true! I didn't start anything! It wasn't my fault! *Screams, tears streaming down her face.* I didn't kill Jake and it's not my fault that he's a horrible monster! You can't put all the blame on me! IT WASN'T MY FAULT!!! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Tortalla [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:17:11 03/18/02 Mon But it is, and you know it. Your parents converge on you...Sir is with them, and all his demons. They form a circle around you, chanting. "Your fault, your fault, your fault!" The demons add a weird harmony, speaking faster and faster. "You killed Jake, you killed Jake, you killed Jake!" They lock hands and turn, your parents and Sir in one direction, the demons in another, like some mad, nightmarish sing-along. "Your, fault, your, fault!" "You killed Jake, you killed Jake!" Faster, faster, louder, louder, the taunting pressing in on you. You press your hands to your ears and squeeze your eyes shut, but you can still hear, and you can still hear, and the knowledge of your murder whirls around you, settling deep into your brain, weighing heavily on your conscience. You...killed...Jake... [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: *screams* Author: Kitai [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:48:06 03/18/02 Mon *She tries to pull away, but finds that she can't move. Tears roll rapidly down her cheeks, and she cries out desperately* BUT I DIDN'T MEAN IT! I DIDN'T MEAN IT! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Tortalla [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 16:25:09 04/14/02 Sun "You did mean it," snarls Sir. "You said you wanted your brother dead, so I had it happen. You cannot go back on what you said; you wanted his death and I brought it back. It is done; it is over; it is finished; it is...your fault. Admit it!" The demons laugh and press closer as your parents glare angrily at you. "You killed our son! We loved him! More than we loved you! You're not nearly as lovable as him. He was always the selfless one. And now you had to be so selfish that you couldn't stand the competition! You killed Jake!" [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: *shrieks in desperate longing* Author: Kitai [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:57:02 04/18/02 Thu No I didn't! I'm /not/ a murderer! I swear I'm not! You should have /known/ that I wouldn't mean it! *she collapses to her knees, sobbing* OOC: Woo....got my style back. Well, almost. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Tortalla [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:36:22 05/15/02 Wed Sir seems to shrug. "It was your decision..." He fades away, the demons following him, and your parents press in on you. "He would've made a great agent if not for you!" they cry. "Now we've only got you! You couldn't stand being held back by his age, so you just got rid of him! How could you, Katrina?" [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Kitai [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:28:51 05/19/02 Sun *Kitai drops to her knees, shaking her head and sobbing* I didn't...aren't I a good agent? And he /isn't dead./ He isn't! *Hope gleams in her blue eyes* [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Tortalla [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:10:13 07/02/02 Tue Hope may gleam, but it will not last. The time for joy grows short. Truth, and with it despair, lie only footsteps beyond you. For Jake is dead, whether you wish it or not, and he will never return. You may refuse to believe, but even now doubt strikes through your heart as a dagger pierces the skin. A dark mist wraps around you, bringing with it a coldness unlike any other, a coldness of guilt and anger at oneself. All disappears except that mist, which will follow you forever. Far into the mist, a voice calls out plaintively. "Katrina..." "Katrina..." "Katrina, what have you done..." "What have you done..." "Have you done..." "Done..." "Done..." "You killed me..." "You killed me..." "You..." "You..." "Killed..." "...Me." [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Kitai [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 22:15:32 07/02/02 Tue *gasps, then chokes on a sob* No, Jake! No! I'm so sorry! *tears start to pour from her eyes.* I didn't mean it! I didn't mean it! My brother, I love you...please come back to me...oh, please, Jiki, come back...I didn't want to kill you, not really...please! *she cries out in sudden inner pain.* This...is it real? He isn't dead. I know he isn't, because he's Vampyromon. But it seems real...what was I doing before I got here? I can't...remember... [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Tortalla [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:43:40 07/05/02 Fri The mist weakens. The voice of Jake seems a tad uncertain, then returns in full force. "I'm not Vampyromon. I'm Jake! Jiki! Vampyromon is an imposter...he's trying to steal you, to make you forget me. I won't let you forget me, and what you did to me. You killed me, 'Tai! How could you?" His voice is hurt, filled with accusations, and the mists of doubt and guilt swirl closer, seeping into you, encasing your heart. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Kitai [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:46:30 07/05/02 Fri But Kitai's stronger now. She fights the guilt and raises her hands. "No blood!" she cries. "Vampyromon /is/ you, Jake. I know it. And now...thanks to you, dear brother...I remember! This is a test! I'm in the turtle! None of this is real, isn't that right?" She wipes away her tears and glares at nothing in particular. "I may be blind, but I have duties, and I refuse to deal with the past any longer! Now get out of my head and give me my friends back!" That's me Kitai, giving orders...I'm so proud of her... [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Kitaaiiiii... Author: Tortalla [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 20:58:06 07/05/02 Fri To make a long story short: She got out. Just kidding! Let's get on to the real message! Drip, drip, drip. You hear the dripping sound and look. Something is falling on the mist-covered floor. Moving your hand to swirl the mist away and see, more something drips. You catch sight of your hand and slowly look at both. They are covered in blood. More blood wells up out of them as you watch. Soon blood is seeping out of your pores, out of your entire body, staining your clothes and hair. You open your mouth to scream, and blood pours out of your mouth, choking you. It's welling up from all your orifices, your nose and eyes and ears, and you can't hear, breathe, speak. It's splashing harder and harder, you feel it splashing around you, flowing higher and higher, until you're drowning in your own blood, and you black out from terror and lack of air. Then all is clear. A cool breeze blows your body, devoid of surface blood. You can breathe, you can hear, but you still can't see. And that mist still wraps tightly around your heart, that horrible mist of doubt and guilt...the mist that whispers to you..."You...killed...Jake!" [ Post a Reply to This Message ]