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Date Posted: 20:39:30 04/08/02 Mon
Author: Bill
Author Host/IP: 205.188.200.49
Subject: Gem

I'm with you Gem, guess it's time you and I bury ourselves in hobbies and interests to try and take our mind off things, if ever there was a time I wish my mind had an off and on switch, this is it. I was ok a couple of days ago, but now I am really feeling a disgust setting in and it's throwing me for a loop. I'm used to stress, I'm used to anxiety, I'm used to manic or depression or both, but I don't like this one!
It's struggle, struggle, struggle. I'm sick of co-workers who breeze by while I work my butt of, I'm tired of slow drivers and traffic and red lights, I'm tired of bill collectors and always having to race to the bank to get my check in the bank to inch by, I'm tired of trying to make friends at church, but because I'm the single man with no wife or children, I am constantly having to fight to win approval and acceptance, and lord forgive me, I am jealous of my former co-worker who moved here to Georgia and for her, it's been a rose garden, literally. I wish her no harm,but it's hard to take. And I'm tired of constantly extending myself trying to keep things in my life alive when in fact they are scattering to the wind.
Time to regroup.
Maybe if I sit down tonight and write out my "to be thankful for" list instead of thinking it, it might help.
Take Care,
find a way to RELAX, believe me, I'm trying. I'm going to dive into the book Solie gave me,maybe that'll help.
Peace,
Bill

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