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Date Posted: 01:22:06 04/09/02 Tue
Author: Rhonda K
Author Host/IP: 216.66.152.124
Subject: (((((((BILL))))))) The man in my life with perfect timing.
In reply to: Bill 's message, "Looks like everyone's back in their own corners of life again..." on 12:31:18 04/07/02 Sun

You said it! I pull away when I am sad...and right now, I am very very sad.

I know, it will get better....but it never lasts, you know. The good times I mean...they don't last!? I am getting so tired of going through these bad times. In fact...I hate myself for them. I have to go and see my doctor over the next few days...should be interesting. I had a meeting on Friday..I broke down. Cripes..when I have to be tough...I suck. So now, I have to try to live day by day, no job.., no money...no family close by...and friends all working.

I am on a self pity train right now...wondering how in the hell my life got so damned screwed up.

5 years ago, I was a superintendent. No bosses, good money, had a lover that was amazingly beautiful...that he made my head spin...took overseas trips...to relax...But I was so unhappy, I was suicidal...

Now, I have a love that makes me feel safe, most of the time. But I still find myself doubting my place here.

Are we ever really satisfied?

I hope so. Gotta blaze. Take care of you..MUH MUH MUH

Rhonda

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  • Re: Looks like everyone's back in their own corners of life again... -- Sandy, 15:11:31 04/09/02 Tue
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