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Date Posted: 20:11:05 03/21/02 Thu
Author: Solie
Author Host/IP: 205.188.200.200
Subject: Today was a pretty ok day

The noise in my head wasn't so loud and there were even spaces filled with possibility. I laughed and smiled and managed to go about life in an almost normal manner. Normal for me that is. I even saw a glint of promise for the future. Still, I entertain the thought of leaving this world if it could/would be done to me quick and easy. Maybe I could take up a dangerous hobby and leave it in the hands of fate.
I certainly don't know that i want to hang around for another 30 years. I think maybe 65 is a good age to cash it in. Still thinking unhealthy thoughts, but at least I KNOW they are unhealthy. I'd love to be back to where i was when all was really ok and possibility was alive and well in lots of moments during the day. When i could actually create how my day was going to go instead of being at the whim and suriving the day as best i could.
Anyway, hi all. Wishing you peace!
with love,
Solie

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