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Date Posted: 20:26:01 11/24/01 Sat
Author: PJ aka (no smiles)
Author Host/IP: 216.37.205.78
Subject: Back on the outside

Was in for just 2 days and think it was over reaction. I did seem to cheer a couple of people who were
in alot worse shape than myself, so it wasn't wasted time. It just seemed to me that there was too much
idle time there and for me that is not good. My meds seem to be working pretty well except that I still
don't sleep even with the pills. I'm taking 150mg trazodone and 1mg ativan to no avail.
There is a little humor in my stay though, my Pych told me I smile too much and I use that to hide behind!
Seems strange for someone who is depressed to be told that by a Dr. He also wanted to know where all
my anger is coming from and I don't know. I asked about hypnosis because I told him everything that I was
asked and the test I took also showed I was being honest. I go to my new pychologist on Tuesday and
will ask him also. Any one ever been hypnotised?
I am learning more about my childhood through family members. Was raised by an alcoholic single parent
and pretty much made all the desions in my life since seventh grade and made quite a few bad ones that I am
paying for now. Also there was substance abuse pretty much my whole life but not any more. No more weed
no more alcohol.
I changed the no smiles tag because I am smiling too much, so I here. Humor has always been a big part
of my life, loose that and that's one foot in the grave. I don't think I use it to throw people off like some think
but maybe I do.
I did tell a few people at the clinic about this page so maybe you'll be seeing even more new names in the
near future.

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