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Date Posted: 21:51:43 10/29/01 Mon
Author: James
Author Host/IP: 152.163.197.58
Subject: Inside This Small Room...

How did it ever come to this? How did I get to the place I am now? I suppose it was many problems that finally caught up to me after I had done my best to quietly deal with them. But now, I can't deny the effect they're having on me.

Time spent away from school is spent inside my room. Time spent inside my room is spent in one of two ways: 1)temporarilly destracting myself with the computer or tv or 2) crying.

How could I sit in my room, blubbering like an idiot, when I've been given so much?

I've let everybody down, and I'm sorry.

I didn't want it to get like this.

I'm not supposed to feel like this.

If anybody has taken the time to read my disjointed, senseless ramblings, I thank you for your interest. I'm sorry if I've wasted your time. Typical teenage melodrama? Perhaps. But, more likely, I've realized that I am simply just one in thousands, and I certainly shouldn't expect any sympathy for this.

Again, I'm sorry. I began to write this with some sort of purpose. But, as so many other things around me, it simply fell apart.

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