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Date Posted: 11:38:04 07/02/01 Mon
Author: Gem
Author Host/IP: 166.102.40.32
Subject: Re: Sigh
In reply to: Hurricane 's message, "Sigh" on 17:12:39 07/01/01 Sun

I know how you feel. I live in a small....town. There isn't much around here......I have an AA degree.......in Library science. Have worked in 3 libraries....and.....anyway....when I got to this town...I worked here....(their library for 3 years). I got my depression......because of a sadistic....librarian/supervisor.....who didn't even have a degree....she hated me. She abused me......emotionally.

I'm sensitive anyway. Now I'm working at walmart....and...there.....I'm not happy...I'm frustrated and angry at my situation. I was a housewife....for many years...inbetween....and much happier...then.

I hate housework too. So I know how you feel. Even when you do ....do housework...its like...its un-appreciated...anyway. But I grit my teeth and do it. I go thru spells......where I don't feel like doing a gosh darned thing......to where......I over do...it all. Y a KNow/?

You need to feel like.....(good )-inside......of yourself....and respected......as a person...whether you work or don't work. Have you tried part-time? Or.....are there angiencies.....that would hire.....you.part-time..as a fill in?? Or something??

I think, if you have depression.....you don't feel much like doing...anything.....I know for awhile.....I didn't.

It takes time....and patience.....but I know husbands.....aren't neccessarily so. If you need to talk...vent...here.....and hopefully....it will help. One day.......I got so drunk......and wrote....in a notebook.....
(F-you.....world!!)--I stil have anger inside of me.....I think? I am sure it is so. Life is frustrating.

But it made me feel better.......sometimes.....you have......to do things.......for yourself......to help you....overcome......the moment. Sometimes......music...helps me get moving.

But I think....until....mentally you feel better......you won't feel too much like doing much.....you know?

Gem

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  • Re: Sigh -- Meg F., 15:42:25 07/02/01 Mon
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