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>> Shannon- >> I just wanted to say for the record that I dont hate >> you at all, dont dislike you, and youve always been >> very nice to me. I dont hold the same opinion that >> some share in the room- in which I dont hold against >> them, they too are my friends. The conversations and >> all between you and them, dont involve me and I hold >> each individual as that, they are strictly accounted >> for by their own actions, yourself included. >> As I sit back here and read some of these things that >> have been written, it brings back a very unhappy time >> in my life that some of the other people in the room >> share with me. There was a time, that because of ME, >> many people couldnt stand a certain female in the >room >> b/c she seemed to take a certain man from NE away >from >> me. I lowered MYSELF to the point where I told >> everyone what had happened and as a result, had many >> people so mad at her that she refused to come to MLB >> for she knew that she would be bashed all to hell for >> even coming in. YES, she hurt me, yes, he hurt me, >but >> in the end, what had happened was not at anyones >> fault, it just happened and I felt horrible (To that >> CERTAIN FEMALE: I am STILL VERY, VERY sorry). The >> point of that story.....all people have feelings and >I >> know, in my heart, that the person who said those >> terrible things about you, it will come back to haunt >> them, if they are a truly 'good' person. >> Another fast story....geez, I have Miditis too >> (lol)...not so long ago, I was the butt of so many >> peoples notsoniceness(beat that one Tribey), I was >the >> slut, the whore, the cyberslut of MLB...I had a bunch >> of people who hated me, and for what reason? They >> hated me because of what they heard from this person >> who heard it from another person. The real situation >> had nothing to deal with but 2 people in whom I cared >> deeply for but couldnt commit to either one of them. >> Yes, again, I hurt some people but let me tell you, I >> can fully relate to what you must be feeling now as >> you read some of these as I had read a copied >> conversation taking place between two people and had >> it emailed to me. To this day, I can recall all of >the >> negative, mean, short words of being called the 'c' >> word and it hurts me to see someone else, still >having >> to endure what is being said about them (OK, so maybe >> this doesnt make total sense but I just got up and >> havent had a cup of coffee yet so try to enlighten me >> some). My point to this one is that through all of >> that....all of the pain that was thrown my way, there >> were some really great people who DIDNT share the >same >> attitude that so many felt towards me, some people >who >> actually cared and emailed me on a consistent basis, >> THOSE PEOPLE are true, real friends. >> I think so many of us have been hurt through chat at >> some point or another or in my case, a few more times >> than I would like to admit. I unfortunately, have >been >> at both sides of that spectrum and no matter which >> side you are on, it still hurts. >> Just remember that even though many seem not to care, >> they have to live with what has been said, as do you, >> but not everyone shares that same opinion. We dig our >> own beds and a time comes where we have to lie in >that >> bed. >> PS Coffee run so I can actually make some sense of >> what the heck I just typed. > >The pure fact that you even brought something like >that up in a chat forum or otherwise goes to show >you've not let that go and might I add how dare you. >Thanks to Amy you all got your wish. I'm done.

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