| Subject: Cuuuuuuuuuuuuuute. |
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Eli'ana-me
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Date Posted: 18:06:49 07/02/01 Mon
She smiles again at his words, saying a half-silent 'thank you.' Eli'ana gives a small sigh, barely noticable. Should she tell him? How? She wasn't even supposed to be in love with him anymore. That wasn't how things worked, not unless... But, no. She could still love him, but she shouldn't still be in love with him. It wasn't as if he had even been the only lover she had taken while with the other numi'tarln. Besides, it didn't matter; Asis'sari-ei would not still veiw her like that. As a lover. That just wasn't how things worked...
"But, I don't..." she stares down at the clear water of the pool. "The father, I don't know if I really love him. I know part of me does... or used to. Alaaria loved him, but I'm not Alaaria anymore. I only have remnants of her soul and scant memories of her life, Arrov. I'm not even sure he realizes that..."
Gwyvn ((I think/hope that's her numinous name... if you remember for sure, please tell me! ^^;;)) looks back up at him with a kind of helpless, lost look.
"But if I bear his children," she says with a kind of quiet dread, "there's nothing that can really be done, is there? I can't take them away from their father... I don't know that I definitely don't love him, but I can't say that I do..."
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