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Date Posted: 08:42:04 06/25/02 Tue
Author: ªìåöü Îëåã
Subject: ÑÏβÄÜ ßÍÈ×ÀÐÀ

ªìåöü Îëåã Ìèêîëàéîâè÷

Ñïîâ³äü ÿíè÷àðà


×îðíà çåìëÿ ³çîðàíà,
Òà é êóëÿìè çàñ³ÿíà,
Á³ëèì ò³ëîì çâîëî÷åía,
Òà é êðîâ³þ ñïîëîùåíà....
(ç íàðîäíî¿ ï³ñí³)

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Øòèê âàæêî âõîäèâ ó ãëèíó. ϳñëÿ êîæíîãî óäàðó íåâåëè÷êà íàï³âïðîçîðà ÷åðâîíóâàòî-æîâòà õìàðèíêà ïoðîõó â³äðèâàëàñÿ â³ä ñò³íè, çàñèïàëà î÷³, çàáèâàëàñÿ ó í³çäð³, îñ³äàëà íà øê³ð³, ³ ö³âî÷êè ïîòó, ùî ñò³êàâ ç³ ñêðîíåé, çàëèøàëè íà íüîìó ñâî¿ ñë³äè. ³í çà÷àðîâàíî äèâèâñÿ íà öåé ïîðîõ.

Íà éîãî áàòüê³âùèí³ ïîðîõ áóâ çîâñ³ì ³íøèì. ³í ëþáèâ òóïöþâàòè òîé ïóõêèé ïîëòàâñüêèé ïîðîõ, ÿêèé çàâæäè º íà íàøèõ äîðîãàõ. Òåíä³òíî-í³æíèé ³ â³÷íèé íà òâåðäèõ ³ ïîðåïàíèõ â³ä ñïåêè øëÿõàõ. ³í ëþáèâ ò³ ñòåïîâ³ äîðîãè, ëþáèâ éòè áîñîí³æ ³ äèâèòèñÿ, ÿê ïîðîõ ìàëåíüêèìè ö³âî÷êàìè âèðèâàºòüñÿ ñïîì³æ ïàëüö³â. Òî áóëà éîãî çåìëÿ, ³ â³í çíàâ ¿¿. ³í çíàâ ñàìå ãîëîâíå – òà çåìëÿ ëþáèëà éîãî.

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Äðóãå ëåçî çàáèëè íàâõðåñò ïîâåðõ ïåðøîãî. Íàâêîëî íèõ çàêðóòèëè ðåì³íü. Âñå áóëî ãîòîâî. Ñêð³çü çóáè â³í â³ääàâ êîðîòêèé íàêàç: “Ïîâ³ñèòè”. Öå áóâ éîãî ïåðøèé äåíü, êîëè â³í ïåðåñòàâ áóòè ÿíè÷àðîì.

³øàòè ñîëäàòà ìàëè ïðîñòî íà ñò³í³, áî â ïîñåëåíí³ íå áóëî æîäíîãî äåðåâà. Ãðóïà çàéíÿëà öþ òî÷êó âðàíö³, áëîêóâàëà âèõîäè, ãðàìîòíî îêîïàëàñü ³ ÷åêàëà. Äîðîãà, ÿêà ç쳺þ çâèâàëàñÿ íèæ÷å â óðâèù³, äîáðå ïðîñòð³ëþâàëàñü, ³ ó “ãîñòåé” áóâ ëèøå îäèí øëÿõ – íå äàë³ ÿê ñüîãîäí³ áàãàòî õòî ç íèõ ïîäèâèòüñÿ â î÷³ Àëëàõó.

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Ïðî òå ùî òðàïèëîñü â³í ä³çíàâñÿ ëèøå íàäâå÷³ð. Îáõîäÿ÷è âîãíåâ³ òî÷êè, â³í ïî÷óâ äèòÿ÷èé ïëà÷. Òî íå áóâ îäèí ç òèõ çâè÷àéíèõ äèòÿ÷èõ ïëà÷³â. Òàê íå ïëà÷óòü çãîëîäí³ë³ ä³òè, òàê ä³òè íå ïëà÷óòü íàâ³òü â³ä áîëþ ÷è îáðàçè. Òî áóâ äèòÿ÷èé ³ âîäíî÷àñ òàêèé äîðîñëèé, íàï³â÷óòíèé ³ ìîòîðîøíèé ïëà÷.

Ëåãåíüêî ïðî÷èíèâ äâåð³. Ââ³éøîâ äî ñåðåäèíè, ³ â³äðàçó íàðàçèâñÿ íà ê³ëüêà ïàð ìàëåíüêèõ âîâ÷èõ î÷åé, ùî âïèëèñÿ â íüîãî ç íàï³âòåìíîãî êóòêà. Ïîñåðåä ê³ìíàòè ëåæàëî ò³ëî çàìîòàíå ó ãàí÷³ð’ÿ.  ³íøîìó êóòêó æ³íêà ïðèõèëèëàñÿ äî ïðèòîëîêè ³ äèâèëàñÿ êð³çü íüîãî ïóñòèìè î÷èìà.

Éîìó çíàäîáèëàñÿ ãîäèíà, ùîá âñå ç’ÿñóâàòè: oäèí ç éîãî ñîëäàò³â çãâàëòóâàâ æ³íêó íà î÷àõ ó ¿¿ ìàëåíüêèõ ä³òåé. ×îëîâ³ê ïðîáóâàâ ¿¿ çàõèñòèòè, àëå ïîïëàòèâÿ çà öå ãîëîâîþ. Äîâãà ð³çàíà ðàíà íà ãîðë³ òà ùå äâ³ êîëîò³ â ãðóäÿõ ðîçêàçàëè éîìó ïðî òå, ùî òðàïèëîñÿ.

³í ìàâ âäà÷ó õàðàêòåðíèêà – çâè÷àéíî í³õòî íå ì³ã ðîç³áðàòè æàðòóº â³í ÷è ãîâîðèòü ñåðéîçíî. Òîìó íà îáëè÷÷ÿõ ñîëäàò³â, òà é ñàìîãî çëî÷èíöÿ, ïðè âèä³ ò³º¿ ïåòë³ ðîçòÿãëèñÿ øèðîê³ ïîñì³øêè. ² òóò âîíè ïî÷óëè ãîëîñ, ÿêîìó çâèêëè êîðèòèñÿ: “Ïîâ³ñèòè”. Öå áóâ ñàìå òîé ãîëîñ ïðèðîäíîãî õàçÿ¿íà, ÿêèé â³ääàþ÷è íàêàç, íàâ³òü í³êîëè íå ñóìí³âàºòüñÿ, ùî âñå áóäå âèêîíàíî.

Êîëè çëî÷èíöÿ ïîòÿãëè äî ïåòë³, òî ò³ëüêè òîä³ ä³éøëî äî îñòàííüîãî, ùî æàðòè ñê³í÷èëèñÿ. Òîé íåäîëàäíî ³ ðîáëåíî ïîñì³õàâñÿ, ïîñï³øíî òîðî÷a÷è: “Áðàò, äà åòî æå ÷óðê³ .... ìè æå ïðàâîñëàâíèº .... à àí³ ìóñóëüìàíº....”. “Ñîáàêà – òîá³ áðàò. Ñîáà÷îþ ñìåðòþ é çäîõíåø.” – â³äïîâ³â â³í óêðà¿íñüêîþ.

Âæå ³ äî ïåòë³ íåäàëåêî, àëå ñêèíóâñÿ âñèì ò³ëîì çëîä³é, âèðâàâñÿ ç ì³öíèõ ëàï ³ ïîá³ã íàâòüîêè. Òà â ãîðàõ äàëåêî íå ïîá³ãàºø.......

Çíÿâ àâòîìàò ç ïëå÷à ³ ïîìàíèâ ïàëüöåì íàéñòàðøîãî ñèíà ò³º¿ æ³íêè. Ùå çîâñ³ì äèòèíà - ðîê³â ñ³ì â³ä ñèëè. Ñóíóâ ó ðóêè êðèöþ ³ òêíóâ êðèâèì ï’ÿñòóêîì ó âò³êà÷à.

Òðàññåðè ëÿãàëè âð³çíîá³÷, ìàðíî áóëî ñïîä³âàòèñÿ, ùî õëîï÷èê âö³ëèòü, – àâòîìàò “ãóëÿâ” ó íüîãî â ðóêàõ.

Òîä³, â³í ìîâ÷êè ï³ä³éøîâ ççàäó, ñòàâ íà êîë³íî, âçÿâ ðóêè õëîï÷èêà â ñâî¿. “Ðàç-äâà” – êîðîòêà ÷åðãà, ³ âñå ñê³í÷èëîñü.

Ò³ëî â³í çàáîðîíèâ ïîõîâàòè.

³í çíàâ ÷èì ðèçèêóº ³ äå îïèíèòüñÿ çàâòðà, ðîçïëà÷óþ÷èñü çà òå ùî ÷èíèòü. Àëå çíàâ â³í ³ ³íøå – ÿêùî â³í öüîãî íå çðîáèòü, òî òå, ùî ÷åêຠéîãî ïîò³ì, áóäå çíà÷íî ã³ðøèì – âñå öå ðîç÷àâèòü ³ âè¿ñòü éîãî çñåðåäèíè, áî æ íå âäàâàëîñü éîìó ùå í³êîëè çòîðãóâàòèñÿ ç âëàñíîþ ñîâ³ñòþ.

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Çàâäàííÿ áóëî âèêîíàíî. Ãðóïà âòðàòèëà ëèøå îäíîãî á³éöÿ. Ìåäàëüêó “ÁÇ” ³ ëèñò â³ä êîìàíäóâàííÿ â³äïðàâèëè äî Ñâåðäëîâñüêà. Ò³ëî æ, ç ðîçâåðíóòîþ òðàññåðîì ïîòèëèöåþ, òàê ³ çàëèøèëîñü ëåæàòè äåñü òàì â äàëåêèõ ãîðàõ.

×óäåñ íå áóâàº. Íàñòóïíèì ðàíêîì â³í íå ïðîêèíóâñÿ ïîâíîþ ñèë îíîâëåíîþ ëþäèíîþ .......... â³í ëèøå ïåðåñòàâ áóòè ÿíè÷àðîì.

Òà é âàæêî ñêàçàòè, ÷è áóâ â³í êðàùèì çà òîãî, êîãî íàêàçàâ ïîâ³ñèòè. Çâ³ñíî, ñêðèâäæåí³ çàâæäè ìîãëè çíàéòè ó íüîãî çàõèñò, àëå â³í áóâ ã³ðøèì çà òîãî ãâàëò³âíèêà. ³í áóâ ã³ðøèì, áî áóâ äîáðèì ñîëäàòîì ........ äëÿ ÷óæî¿ â³ò÷èçíè.

Õòî â³í ³ äå â³í çàðàç? Ìîæëèâî â³í ïîêëàâ ñâîþ ãîëîâó â òèõ æå äàëåêèõ ãîðàõ, à ìîæëèâî òóïöþº çàðàç ñ³ðèé ïåíñ³ëüâàíñüêèé ïîðîõ ³ áà÷èòü ïîëòàâñüê³ ñòåïîâ³ äîðîãè ó ñíàõ. Òà é ÿêà âëàñíå ð³çíèöÿ? ª ëèøå îäíà âàæëèâà ð³÷ – öå éîãî ³ì’ÿ. ×îìó ñàìå öå òàê âàæëèâî? Òà òîìó ùî, ìîæëèâî, â³í - öå ÒÈ.



Pittsburgh, 2002

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