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Date Posted: 13:25:08 10/01/08 Wed
Author: dAYVID aIMZ
Subject: DECEMBER COLD

Rockstar looks back at his life he used to be a different man
Hands itching to hold a mic he just wanted to be in a band
Never realized he could be endangered by malicious fans
nowadays he feels the effects of the backflip he didn't land
recluse hiding from the world cause noone gives a damn
like when he planeed to O.D. held his life in his hands
but see he had so many close friends that already did it
it felt right at first there writing his suicide note
in his diary talked about at rehab "Seen this dude that i know"
well I know his characters movements and roles
Earlier in life its the same character I had chose
Time froze when they crossed paths like he was watching himself
A deep intuition the feeling was truly heartfelt
he thought about one night stands all the lewd acts he had done
then wondered in his mind could this man be his son
following in his Father's footsteps the feeling made him wanna run
So he went up to the kid and tried to make small talk
Determined to know him better just wouldn't fall short
Kid told him how his mother talked bout his dad the rock God
how he believed it was false, thats when it got weird yo
He talked about his stepdad and how that was his true hero
what are the chances the hands of his damned fate
his firstborn's stepdad was an ex-Bandmate


Mother working 3 jobs you could say she got it good
While she fight for survival he decked out in Hollywood
where drugs come cheap and people don't even speak
Everyone's so elitist everyones so burgeosie
He felt he had it all but he never had kids
Wondered about being a father and what it really is
He couldn't get back time or re-live that time
saying "God you got your peace of mind give back mine"
yeah, He's a different man thats what some would say
body broken from abuse liver riddled with decay
When he got hospitlaized he dreaded each day
Till finally he got a visit from that guy in AA
He told him he was happy to see him and had some questions
his buddy would just stare in his eyes reflection
it was like looking in a mirror where he'd see hisself
why this loser had to be my dad?
Why couldn't I be the offspring of something else?
made visits to see his condition worsen by that time
They were just as estranged as before got to see him flatline


A rainy night into the December cold
ready to bury a father he didn't know
thought about his pregnant fiance and how to be different
Hopped on his motorcycle like a man on a mission
"Damn right motherfucker I got a right to be saucy
What about my needs, school clothes you never bought me"
listening to my mother cry herself to sleep again
cause the boy she fell in love with won't be a man


50........60........70mph
the December rain falling at a most rapid pace
just as many tears as there were raindrops on his face
he felt lost like "man, this isn't cool"
if you could feel his pain you'd cry a river or two
80mph, he saw a redlight and went right through
90mph, the bike swerved he didn't know what to do
he got hit by an ambulance on their way to rescue
he died from head trauma laid to rest his body
and in the back of the ambulance was his pregnant fiance
he was hurt deep inside so he kept it bottled up
All he ever wanted was the gift of FATHERHOOD

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