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Subject: *He gazes at her as tears slide silently from his eyes.* Author: Star [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 09:02:14 07/04/02 Thu In reply to: Expresso 's message, "My mind races. The seconds tick by dreadfully slow as if they were an hour long each*" on 21:39:14 07/03/02 Wed I'm so, so sorry, because I'm making things even more difficult for you. You've had it hard enough with your parents and everything while I've been living a charmed life. You come back and I'm here. It would have been better if I had left, *he mutters bitterly.* Then you could get a new mate. One that would seem happy to see you. One that wouldn't try to kill himself...a normal mate. *He stares at her, bewildered.* In fact...I can't even see why you wanted me to be your mate in the first place. I'm horrible. Just horrible. I wish I were dead. I wish I could die. I wish I was normal and happy and perfect. Life would be so much easier if I were normal and perfect, happy and care-free. I'm like a heavy burden that my friends have to bear. Is that what a friend is supposed to be?! No! And Bright...she's angry with me. She doesn't even want me back. But no one--no one--is as angry at me as me. I've never been so furious at anyone as I am at myself. How could I do this to you!?!? You come back, and I'm supposed to be smiling and happy to see you, but what if I'm not! *He stares frantically into her eyes.* CAN SHE SEE!?!? *he thinks desperately.* Look at me! *he snarls.* I should be frolicking happily with you, and right at this very moment all I'm doing is raving crazily away about...about...oh, I don't know... *Lowers his head and turns away so she won't see the tears.* Does she understand? *he thinks hopelessly.* Can she see that I love her so much I can't even say it? That my love for her is endless? For eternity? My love for her is so great that...like when a creature thinks of the fact that the universe is endless, if ANYONE understood how much I loved her, their mind would be boggled, like so the endless universe! *Searches her eyes with his tear-filled ones desperately.* But I shouldn't expect her to see...a boundless love is impossible to describe in mortal words...but perhaps the words of an angel could say what I feel for her...an angel. Immortal. She is immortal, an angel! *he thinks, staring at her in disbeleif.* Why didn't I see that before? I mean, I guess I did. But...she's so beautiful! She's literally wonder-full, fantastic, and the definition of glorious. An angel. Immortal. And I...I was the lucky one to have her love for so long...and I took it for granted. *This thought explodes his heart like a bomb explodes a house.* I took it for granted, the love of an angel! *he sobs and falls to his knees.* An Angel...touched by an Angel with love... [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date *Eyes bulging.* Star 09:15:25 07/04/02 Thu Now look at me...going and upsetting you. I'M SO SORRY!!! (NT) -- Star, 09:16:52 07/04/02 Thu *prances up and down nervously* -- Bright, 10:50:22 07/04/02 Thu *He frantically gallops over.* -- Captain, 14:18:45 07/04/02 Thu My eyes look wildly between the three of them* -- Expresso, 15:45:13 07/04/02 Thu *Takes a deep breath.* I can't do ANYTHING right anymore. -- Star, 09:26:10 07/05/02 Fri I smile warmly and return the affectionate nuzzle* -- Expresso, 13:13:09 07/05/02 Fri *He smiles and trots away again.* (NT) -- Captain, 14:36:25 07/05/02 Fri *Sighs deeply and feels a tingle at her warm and loving touch.* -- Star, 15:24:01 07/06/02 Sat I look up to him with bright eyes* -- Expresso, 21:28:01 07/06/02 Sat Are ya crazy? *Kisses her.* -- Star, 15:44:40 07/07/02 Sun I give him a playful look* -- Expresso, 10:06:10 07/08/02 Mon *Grins at her.* -- Star, 13:00:53 07/08/02 Mon "I don't know, what are we waiting for?" I ask* -- Expresso, 15:57:29 07/09/02 Tue (ooc: that's fine w/ me!!) -- Chris/Star, 11:25:47 07/10/02 Wed The mare smiles to herself, glad that things are finally good again* -- Expresso, 12:56:01 07/10/02 Wed *LOL* Well yeah, I know how that is... -- Chris, 13:13:13 07/11/02 Thu *I feel really bad for Voo Doo at our barn* -- Tess, 21:07:26 07/13/02 Sat Yup it has....that's really too bad for Voo Doo! -- ChRiS, 12:52:41 07/14/02 Sun We had a mare named Lollipop (Lolly for short) at our barn!* -- Tess, 21:41:41 07/14/02 Sun OMG, that's HORRIBLE!!! -- ChRiS, 11:42:38 07/16/02 Tue Sounds like your Aunt doesn't have it so easy either* -- Tess, 20:41:40 07/16/02 Tue Thanks! Yeah...anyone who's YOUR Mum has to be strong, *LOL* -- Chris, 11:02:41 07/17/02 Wed Lol, thanks, yup, if I'm strong, it's definately credited to my Mum!* -- Tess, 21:09:36 07/18/02 Thu Yeah sure, vent anytime! -- Chris, 10:24:39 07/19/02 Fri Thanks! Taurus...I don't even think I KNOW any Taurus's* -- Tess, 13:07:02 07/19/02 Fri Wow! You must be in a Leo-clan area! -- Chris, 12:22:56 07/20/02 Sat Lol, must be! And my cat.... -- Tess, 12:55:22 07/21/02 Sun Well . . . -- ChRiS, 11:58:41 07/30/02 Tue Whoops! I put a lot in bold, didn't I? *LOL* -- Chris, 12:00:08 07/30/02 Tue AAAG! -- Chris, 12:02:13 07/30/02 Tue Lol, well... -- Tess, 16:15:15 07/30/02 Tue Hmm... -- Chris, 09:53:10 08/04/02 Sun lol, ditto (NT) -- tess, 11:36:21 08/04/02 Sun