| Subject: *Spits up water and shakes his head. Chokes and coughs.* |
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Chase
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Date Posted: 09:33:27 02/15/02 Fri
In reply to:
prancie
's message, "Re: *looks at the scene ,her face white*" on 16:33:21 02/13/02 Wed
*Slowly stands up, then collapses. Flinches as his wounds gape. Touches each gently with his horn and then looks at his mate with weary eyes.* I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry that you had to see that... *Gulps.* Well, I geuss you'd best know the whole story, right? Here goes: Long ago, when I was a yearling, I was captured and kept on a farm. It was--well, to put it in a nutshell, it wasn't a nice place. There was a goat there, a big male, with long horns and black hair. I was a terrified of him. He always was trying to gore me with those fearsome horns. Well, one night I was so scared that I just jumped the paddock fence. As I was galloping away, I heard the goat roaring after me. I stopped--foolishly--and looked back, and he called to me in a voice like dull iron: 'I curse thee, with the blood of the innocent, the hate of the Evil, and the blackest heart, I curse thee with suicide.' Well, I had no idea what that meant, so I took off. I met a nice mare named Violet and was her mate, until one day she doubted me-- *Grimaces.* --as you did. I half-killed myself and she was so scared that she left me. It happened again and again until I met Carly. She alone did not doubt me--until she did. *Smiles grimly.* I winked at another mare and she had a fit--this time I really was gonna kill myself when I thought, No! You have to stop. I could barely control myself, but I did it. After she disappeared, I was alone for a long time in the Lowlands. Then I heard of Kantainea and I left. I told myself to not get a mate, whatever happened! But then--*He grins at her.* I saw you, and I couldn't resist you. I had not had a self-harm attack for so long that I thought they were over. *He sighs.* But I was wrong. Please forgive me, they are like a trance I go into, I can't help what I do.
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