| Subject: †Eternal Guilt† |
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Eden Forever
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Date Posted: 13:08:27 04/01/02 Mon
In reply to:
Lyphe
's message, "|:| ...viscious cycle... |:|" on 10:45:17 04/01/02 Mon
†Eternal Guilt†
†..a wave of guilt struck the raven brujo as fast as lightning and twice as painful..†
†..soft embers darkened to see his son - his only reminder of his beloved Adele - and their first and last offspring in such a state..†
†..raven bulk lowered to knees, remorse filling every ounce of his entire being, wishing he could go back and change everything..†
..Lyphe, my dear son.. I'm so sorry!..
†..lame excuses would never make up for the sorrow he saw in the depths of his son's eyes, no appology would ever set things to the way they should be.. but he had to know why, atleast, and decide for himself..†
..Lyphe, when your mother died, I lost everything. Her death was my fall from 'eden'. I had no hope left in the world - my dreams, my desires, everything was shattered when she left. I was dissolved to nothing, and unfortunately while I was in such a state nothing seemed to matter.. I was slowly slipping away.. I wanted to die..
†..black embers held their contact with his son's, shame, guilt, pity, worry, anger, saddness, all those emotions he saw in his son's eyes were in his own ten-fold..†
..After a few months I could stand it no longer.. I was a terrible influence on you and I could see it.. I left.. I left; and now I am very ashamed I had. I had hoped a nice herd would have found you and taken you in, and I thought you would have been far better off without me..
†..he wondered what had happened to his son, what terrible things had been bestowed upon his golden colt of so long ago - Adele's dream; their dream..†
..I don't know what has happened to you, Lyphe, but I am deeply sorry, for it is my fault entirely.. I was an ignorant fool to have left you alone when you were so young..
†..disheartened oculars lifted to the heavens above, whisper of apology rising to their heights.. he had let down his beloved mare, he had broken his promise to her and now.. look what disaster he had caused..†
†..ebony falcon could think of nothing else to say to his grown son, but inside he wept for the sorrow he had bestowed upon him, dark embers showing only half of this deep felt agony of remorse..†
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