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• he came up the walk with his hands in his pockets and a lopsided smile on his face "Hey Gabby..." despite everything they had managed to at least remain friends with one another, which he was thankful for (NT) -- Sebastian, 22:51:32 09/04/04 Sat

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• She smiled brightly when she saw him, shifting to make room for him on the swing. There was always the familar ache of the past in her heart when she was with him, but she was happy with her family now and though she cherished the memories they had, she knew they were just memories. "Hey you, whats going on?" (NT) -- Gabby, 22:54:15 09/04/04 Sat
  • he dropped down beside her and draped his arm over her shoulder, pressing a kiss to her cheek, and realizing that it was more friendly than loving, something he hadn't noticed before "I'm alone and I don't want to be, so I thought I'd come bug you and see the kids" (NT) -- Sebastian, 22:58:28 09/04/04 Sat

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• "Well, you can bask in my presance if you'd like, but I am kid free for the weekend. The twins are at a friends house for the weekend, big birthday bash going on and Greg is over my moms." She shrugged a bit, looking over to him. "Why are you alone?" (NT) -- Gabby, 22:59:56 09/04/04 Sat
  • he sighed and frowned, he'd really hoped the kids would have been around to distract him "She left" he stated quietly, brow furrowed (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:02:04 09/04/04 Sat

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• She frowned a bit at that, her brow furrowed as she looked at him. "What do you mean she left?" Her voice was soft as she questioned him, her brow furrowed in confusion. (NT) -- Gabby, 23:03:09 09/04/04 Sat
  • "Went back to Scotland" he answered plainly, glancing over at her. (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:04:00 09/04/04 Sat

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• She sighed softly, tilting her head to the side before she took his head and squeezed softy. "Sebastion...I'm sorry...what happened?" (NT) -- Gabby, 23:05:12 09/04/04 Sat
  • he gave her a slightly strange look "What for? She's coming back" he stated firmly, forcing himself to believe that (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:07:16 09/04/04 Sat

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• "Well, you look like someone stole your puppy or something, if she's coming back whats the down and out look for?" (NT) -- Gabby, 23:08:19 09/04/04 Sat
  • he sighed and shrugged, leaning forward to rest his chin in his hands "I guess I just....don't want to be alone" (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:13:20 09/04/04 Sat

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• She frowned softly, her hand gently rubbing his back idely, a completely friendly gesture. "Alright, you know your more then welcome to hang out here..." She murmured softly, unsure why he seemed so down and out. "Your just missin' her huh?" (NT) -- Gabby, 23:17:23 09/04/04 Sat
  • he shrugged "I guesso......can't stop thinking about her." (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:20:12 09/04/04 Sat

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• She smiled a bit at that, she knew that feeling well. "Thats what happens when your in love, you know that." They had gone through it at one time ,when she had stayed with abby when she was pregnant. (NT) -- Gabby, 23:21:32 09/04/04 Sat
  • he sat upright and arched a brow, looking at her "What do you mean, "in love".....I'm not in love with her..." (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:26:10 09/04/04 Sat

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• She looked completely taken back at that. "What? Your not in love with her? You married her Sebastion, you don't marry someone your not in love with." Her brow furrowed heavily, watching him cautiously. (NT) -- Gabby, 23:28:13 09/04/04 Sat
  • he sighed and shrugged, "Well. I did. I missed the kids, and I didn't want to leave her....so I married her to bring her with me..." he wasn't even going to mention the fact that he had still been in love with her, even though now he didn't seem to feel that way, he loved her, just....not that way anymore (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:30:13 09/04/04 Sat

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• "You could have just brought her with you?" She shook her head, letting out a soft breath. This was crazy. "Does she love you?" (NT) -- Gabby, 23:31:50 09/04/04 Sat
  • he nodded "I thought so....but obviously, I don't know much." he ran a hand over his head "I can't stop thinking about her, I keep looking for her all over the apartment, I'm going insane" he stood, pacing agitated (NT) -- Sebastina, 23:37:19 09/04/04 Sat

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• She frowned softly, trying to take this all in - she dropped her feet to the floor, watchin him pace. "Does she know your not in love with her?" (NT) -- Gabby, 23:38:57 09/04/04 Sat
  • he frowned, he didn't like focusing on that "Yes, she knows. I wasn't going to lie to her." (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:41:21 09/04/04 Sat

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• "Well no wonder she left!" Gabby wasn't the most sympathetic person in the world. "You took her thousands of miles away from everyone she knows to this one horse town where your kids are, where your ex wife is, she knows no one, and then she finds out you don't even love her?" She shook her head. "The womans a saint, I would have castrated you by now." (NT) -- Gabby, 23:43:50 09/04/04 Sat
  • he gave her a withering stare "You threatened to castrate me ten million times when you were pregnant with the twins, the threat just doesn't hold with me anymore" (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:45:24 09/04/04 Sat

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• "Fine, I would have thrown bowls upon bowls full of cereal at you." She stuck her tongue out at him, bringing her knee;s up to her chest, well as much as she could thanks to her slightly rounded stomache. "Your being a big jerk to her! She moved away from home for you Seb and I am sure it seems to her that your just using her to warm your bed. You just don't want to be alone." (NT) -- Gabby, 23:47:14 09/04/04 Sat
  • he frowned at her "I haven't slept with her once, so don't even get that idea into your head. I know it was stupid but whats done is done and you threatening me with cereal certainly won't change things" (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:49:41 09/04/04 Sat

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• She cocked a brow, her eyes running over him again. "So let me get this straight. You have a wife but you don't love her, and you don't have sex with her...but she does all the cooking and cleaning, right?" She shook her head. "Unbelievable." (NT) -- Gabby, 23:51:32 09/04/04 Sat
  • he shook his head "Hardly. I cook for myself and you know it. I don't make her cook or clean for me, she just does it. She's just that way....she always has liked to take care of me" he frowned slightly "And she doesn't throw things or threaten my manhood like you did...." his voice was soft as if he were speaking to himself rather than her (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:54:11 09/04/04 Sat

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• She pursed her lips, her brow cocked, she didn't really appreciate being put into a bad light compared to this other woman, but if it would help him...she just wanted him happy. "She must love if she hasn't freaked out on you yet." She stated softly, watching his deep violet eyes grow pensive. (NT) -- Gabby, 23:56:58 09/04/04 Sat
  • he shook his head once more "She doesn't freak out...she doesn't have much of a temper...very calm" (NT) -- Sebastian, 23:58:24 09/04/04 Sat

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• "I bet thats different for you." she laughed lightly, tilting her head t the side as she watched him. "She's very pretty....and sweet, from what I noticed." She smirked lightly, tilting her head. "Not exactly my type of girl, but everyone around here seems to adore her." (NT) -- Gabby, 23:59:44 09/04/04 Sat
  • he smiled slightly "She's a great girl..." it was starting to sink in that he did love her and no Gabby...and it hurt to realize it (NT) -- Sebastian, 00:03:10 09/05/04 Sun

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• She nodded a bit, her voice soft when she spoke. "Sounds like you care about her a bit more then you think you do..." She stood up, her hand going to his arm lightly. "Can I tell you something without you getting mad at me?" (NT) -- Gabby, 00:04:23 09/05/04 Sun
  • he frowned slightly, that was never a good sign "What is it and we'll see" (NT) -- Sebastian, 00:07:12 09/05/04 Sun

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• She smiled at that, tilting her head. "When you came back this last time before you moved here and we hung out that night....." She bit her lip, looking out over the yard. "I was thinking about telling Kaleb that it was over because I thought I was still in love with you." She tilted her head, before she looked back up to him with expressive spanish eyes. "But I talked to Kaleb, and I really listened to how he felt and thought about how I felt, and I realized that I loved you, but I wasn't in love with you anymore, I was in love with him." She took his hand softly, gazing up at him. "I will always, always love you Bass, and I even think that I'll always get that little ache in my heart when your around, but we aren't in love anymore and I know that now....its just a hard thing to realize, but until you do and your ok with it...you'll never be able to love her." (NT) -- Gabby, 00:10:32 09/05/04 Sun
  • he shook his head, moving away from her "It's hard Gabs....this isn't what I wanted for us....or for the kids....my own damn kids don't even know me, and I'm never going to be their father. All I've done is make people unhappy...you, the kids, Lillian." he sighed, tipping his head back. "I just want things to be normal" (NT) -- Sebastian, 00:13:08 09/05/04 Sun

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• She sighed, watching him move away before she spoke again. "This isn't what I wanted for us either Sebastion, but this is what happened and we can't change it now..." Her voice was soft, her eyes dark on him as he pulled farther away from her. (NT) -- Gabby, 00:17:29 09/05/04 Sun
  • he sighed and shoved his hands in his pockets, finding a way to turn the conversation away from this "I want the kids to come stay with me next week alright?" anything to keep him busy and not htink about this mess he was in (NT) -- Sebastian, 00:20:20 09/05/04 Sun

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• She sighed softly, her brow furrowed as she growled lightly. "You can't run away from this Seb! Changing the subject won't go away." She pursed her lips, her brow furrowed. This wasn't easy for her either. (NT) -- Gabby, 00:21:50 09/05/04 Sun
  • he frowned "Well I'm only going to handle it in small doses, take it or leave it. Now can I take them for a week or not?" he asked frustratedly, he couldn't be a husband it seemed but he was going to do his damnedest to be someones father, because thats what he was, a father to three beautiful children, it was the one mistake he hadn't made in his life (NT) -- Sebastian, 00:23:46 09/05/04 Sun

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• She sighed softly, hating to have her kids away from her for a whole week at a time, she just wasn't used to it. He had been gone for almost a year without seeing them at all and now she was just supposed to hand them over whenever he wanted. "Yeah...." (NT) -- Gabby, 00:25:10 09/05/04 Sun
  • "Thank you" he said bitterly, he hated having to ask to have access to his children. Leaving them to follow a job had been the hardest decision he'd ever had to make, and every time he looked at them he felt it bite him in the ass. "We need to work out visitation" (NT) -- Sebastian, 00:28:01 09/05/04 Sun

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• She pursed her lips, nodding a bit, though this whole deal broke her heart. She ran her hand through her hair, hating the fact that their was now tension in the air when they had been discussing things so easily a few moments ago. (NT) -- Gabby, 00:29:16 09/05/04 Sun
  • he took the steps on the porch quickly, this wasn't the best place to be when talking to her, there were too many memories they shared here "I'll have my lawyer get in touch with yours." he said bitterly over his shoulder, his hands jammed deep into his pockets, enough was enough (NT) -- Sebastian, 00:34:47 09/05/04 Sun

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• She frowned softly, her knees going to her chest and her head resting on them, silent. She tried to tell herself that he was just having a rough time and was angry in general, but his words and tone hurt something awful. (NT) -- Gabby, 00:36:47 09/05/04 Sun