Deep -- Melancolic Despair

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Subject: Deep

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Date Posted: 02:00:59 09/14/02 Sat

The dreams I searched seem to fall away
It was so real at the begining, but now
It seems to fade with the clouds of rain

I�ve walked so far, i�ve tried to hold the pain
All inside, it still aches inside
I faked a new self for myself
And the tears corroded the mask, it was all in vain

Somehow i locked myself inside
I see the surface of a brand new day
I can see you trying to reach my inner soul
But you can�t, no-one can, it�s far too deep
Buried in the dirt that pain conceived

I�ve seen how you handle this
I�ve tasted the tears of this soul�s torment
And i�m telling you now, i�m just living for the bottom
How i wish you could be the one to pull me out

I�m an old soul for the sun
Rising from the depth of my own suffering
But it insists on pushing me down
I�m drowning in self pitty
Somehow the only thing i do is to complain
But it�s ok!

The croocked heart is too damaged to live on it�s own
No matter how hard i try it keeps pulling me back down
I hide in the bottom of every thought
I laugh at my own sickness
I felt enough, done enough, said enough, i�m fine now

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