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Subject: †•§ Is it an Illusion, or is it real? §•† Author: Insanity [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 16:20:10 10/09/02 Wed *She gallops in silently her head lowered seeing him shouldn’t hurt so much but she knew it wasn’t seeing him that hurt it was seeing him with her that killed her. Her dark bay pelt shimmered slightly in the dark light her dark brown eyes cold and hard, sadly she slows looking around, her heart brining her hear. She snorted she knew she should of never told him her past why didn’t she listen to the logical part of her brain. She felt she could trust him, but he acted like she was some sort of monster, she reared lowly before taking off in a gallop towards the top of cliff stopping close to the edge not making a sound. She tried not to cry remembering when shadow jumped remembering all his obviously empty promises, why did they still mean the word to her. why did she still love him so much. She told him that if he walked away or killed him self she wouldn’t care… she was obviously a bad liar for here she was still paying off the price to bring him back and ready to kill her self having nothing left. Her head lowered as tears streaked her cheeks. Her own sister stole him from her, seeing them together shattered her heart all over again. She felt so alone with Identity gone and shadow obviously hates her. That thought hit the pit of her stomach hard making her stumble forward slightly getting dangerously close to the edge… he didn’t love her, she blew it with her big mouth her black tail snapped lazily as she reared up again. Losing shadow hurt more then she knew she could get hurt, it left an empty space that just seemed to grow with time. She couldn’t handle it any more it just made her feel so helpless so lost. Slowly she looked over the ledge. If she was lucky this time it will kill her.* [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date *canters in* Insanity what r u doing? Shadow 16:22:38 10/09/02 Wed †•§ Is it an Illusion, or is it real? §•† -- Insanity, 16:31:09 10/09/02 Wed Oh yes I love hurting everyone *he sneers bitterly* and I don't hate anyone! -- Shadow, 16:35:17 10/09/02 Wed †•§ Is it an Illusion, or is it real? §•† -- Insanity, 16:40:29 10/09/02 Wed I still care about you *he says quietly* but i love your sister too -- Shadow, 16:41:57 10/09/02 Wed †•§ Is it an Illusion, or is it real? §•† -- Insanity, 16:48:59 10/09/02 Wed NO! I won't let you *tears sting his eyes* -- Shadow, 16:50:06 10/09/02 Wed †•§ Is it an Illusion, or is it real? §•† -- Insanity, 16:56:43 10/09/02 Wed Insanity please do not kill yourself I care about you don't do this -- Shadow, 16:59:26 10/09/02 Wed †•§ Is it an Illusion, or is it real? §•† -- Insanity, 17:05:01 10/09/02 Wed *Nuzzles her* Insanity... -- Shadow, 17:08:36 10/09/02 Wed †•§ Is it an Illusion, or is it real? §•† -- Insanity, 17:13:26 10/09/02 Wed INSANITY dont go any closer to the edge PLEASE -- Shadow, 17:18:27 10/09/02 Wed .::Music of the Heart::. -- Serenade's love Song, 17:32:35 10/09/02 Wed *Snorts angrily* for gods safe serenade get out of our buissness! -- Shadow, 17:38:36 10/09/02 Wed †•§ Is it an Illusion, or is it real? §•† -- Insanity, 17:46:29 10/09/02 Wed *Pushes past Serenade and gallops after Insanity* (NT) -- Shadow, 17:48:54 10/09/02 Wed