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Date Posted: 21:56:51 10/25/02 Fri
In reply to:
Black Diamond
's message, "~Diamond as Black as the Night~" on 15:38:22 10/25/02 Fri
She was only one week away(her b-day I decided would be haloween) from being 3! It was hard for her to think of being in love. She knew that grown-ups loved each other but she didn't understand. Sure she had odd feelings(likeness/love stirring up) of others, but she didn't really totally get it. She looked at Ivan. This was NOT the fun, out-going, smart, kind colt she got to know and started to know. She didn't understand love or liking but she was stubborn and easily angered or feelings stirred up. She looked at Ivan, a look worth a thousand words. Hate, unbeliving, slight angered, saddened, mostly. She couldn't believe it. She still had life, she wanted to see what was out in the world. Love holds others down. She wanted to see what other colts/fillies were out there. Many have warned her about finding a mate/boyfriend, for she was the only grandchild of DOL, and only child of the back-up leads(well actually king/queen.......I dunno). Because of her position in life many warned her for they'd want to use her because of it. She had only known Ivan for about two to three weeks.....she'd like to enjoy life to it's fullest.......not tie herself down. Sure she had odd(likeness) feelings for Ivan, but what she was try to say was that she doesn't know if he's her dream mate if she's only seen two colts and not for a long time. Actually right now she didn't know if she'd ever know how to love if they act this way because they want the filly/colt to love/like them. Personally right now she was starting to slight hate him. He says it's because he loves her so. She thinks it's stupid. She HATED others who did so.* Ivan. I still do not know what love is. I would like to see who else is in the world. I mean I have only seen two colts in my LIFE! I am almost three. I'd like to SEE the world. What you are doing right now makes bad feelings toward you in me. I do not see how you think I like the other colt when I hardly know EITHER of you! I mean, I don;t even think I know you at ALL. You used to be kind, sincere, out going, fun to be around. But now look at what your doing. Being slight power hungry at the fact you think you have to be best at everything, hatred toward others, not listening to elders.*bows slightly in respect at the saying of the mares(and stallion if one is over there. ^.^), refrencing to them. Turns back to Ivan.* I have only known you for a period of three to four weeks and you expect me to already LOVE you? I mean, I am NOT like other fillies. I do NOT throw myself at colts or anything. I like to take a long time, just to make sure they don't want me because my position in life and so I can find the right colt. If you expect me to rush, well then sadly please leave. I want to savor my childhood, not rush it and try to be an adult quicker. Also I do not know about this NEW you. I cannot like one who is rude to elders*bows to them again*, threatens suscide if one does not love them, or has to be best at everything! I liked the old you. If you wanted me because of my position in life, who I'm related to, because I'm just another filly, or anything like that, maybe it would be best if you did leap. That way no other filly is affected. I don't think I know you anymore.*By now, her eyes were watering, her throat hurting from slightly yelling to him, she collapses in a heap of tears, sad that Ivan, her early childhood friend, had to be so. She then collects herself, looks him straight in his eyes, no fear, no hurt, no emotion, waiting for his reply.*
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