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Subject: +shadow of the past linger+ Author: Esperanza [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 10:10:53 01/21/02 Mon the filly walks in timidly her eyes blank and unfortelling, unsure of her wwhereabouts at first she notices 3 markers uinder a lovely little tree tat didnt phase er heart, this world was playig with her while she was still so young and vaunerable, still so weak yet so strong, unsure and brav, twsited beings played with her heart and shattered a thin sheild that she ued to hide herself, her past she had too sinned dropping to the soft dirt by the stones she murmers lifelessly "Ma, Da, why di you leave, you should hve stayed out of that stupid battle, now look what i am, i dont know if ill every live up to your expectations, i dont want th power you gave me, it doesnt fit me, i dont want to kill...i want o be normal i want to watch colts and giggle with my friends, and be beautiful like jurai and estelle, and not be an odd string in a bow of royalty, thats what i am you kow, and i doubt ill ever find a mate, not that i want one at this moment, but i think everyone is afraid of me" she pauses "Its been 2 yrs since well you know, but now i tought wasok, but this made me remember i thought we were ok too, but we werent how am i supposed to handle all this junk?!" she rolls onto hr side and just lies there trying to seperate herself from what she loved so much now... [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date *appears silently and gives hope a sad smile* Hope... come.. talk with me, sweet one. Your spirit is troubled, let me try to make it all better. (NT) Rakasha 10:22:20 01/21/02 Mon looks at her her for once bright eyes are mistrusting and lot but still>>> -- Esperanza, 16:10:48 01/21/02 Mon Anniversaries are always hard. *smiles sadly* Especially the negative ones. But time heals everything *smiles sadly at her* And as long as you remember them, you're never alone. -- Rakasha, 01:51:10 01/22/02 Tue she nod "I didnt ever do anything for them and i could have helped them">>> -- Esperanza, 08:26:29 01/22/02 Tue *smiles at her* We can all lose everything in an instant. But if we all worried about that then what would the purpose of life be? -- Rakasha, 08:37:50 01/22/02 Tue smiles slightly and chokes out a giggle "tat sounds like what i tole a driend of mine">>> -- Esperanza, 14:02:05 01/22/02 Tue *smiles* That's what I like to see... Alright. I'll see you around then.*watches for a moment then disappears* -- Rakasha, 14:37:27 01/22/02 Tue