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Date Posted:00:33:08 05/18/03 Sun Author Host/IP: user-2injam1.dialup.mindspring.com/126.96.36.199
You're the only thing that hasn't left me alone.
Waited for you to leave yet you stick to me like glue;
Is there a fairness in a constant presence of sorrow?
Pat on the back only lasts until its owner's shadow is gone.
A phone ring in middle of night sometimes gives me hope,
Do you think she could actually call me from heaven?
Embraced now by a big house with rooms empty of hugs;
I'll admit I'm lost in a place I still do know by dark.
Made choices then took chances without seeing game's end;
I could lose everything yet win if only I still had her.
My closest friend is now a sadness loving to torment me,
Thought I'd ask my new buddy if his father's name is evil.
A perfect silent invisible torture chamber he has devised;
Its portable you know it goes wherever I happen to be,
It even follows me now into my most sacred dreams.
I hate you loneliness because my being allows you to exist.