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Subject: Where you a High School Bully?


Author:
Lori S. Maynard
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Date Posted: 21:39:44 05/30/02 Thu
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WHERE YOU A HIGH SCHOOL BULLY?


Here I lay, shattered dreams and broken soul
Wondering where I had went wrong, wondering where to go.
But, no one’s there to help me, it’s all a hopeless cause.
No one’s there to love me, I live irony’s laws.

Ghostly faces spin around my throbbing mind
Always having to remind me of the things I’ve left behind.
People I’ve met and experiences gone through
High school years vanish and grow older is all you do.

I curse the days that have come and left I beg them just to die
Because life is misery and I beg to never again cry.
Why must people hurt others just as though it’s a fun game?
I don’t understand the rules of life. Perhaps I am to blame?

I am just a young woman with no certain trail through life.
I speak with moderation, but in my heart boils apathy and strife.
I spew my words on paper so white and my words utterly dark.
People deny my right to happiness as though I don’t have a heart.

Let me put gossip aside, who are you and who am I?
I am just a simple girl who wants to leave the future behind.
I’m tired of planning for things, and then get burnt in the end.
I like to live with Solitude, he is my best of friends.

So, judge me all you want. Perhaps you went to school with me.
To you, I am this ugly soul whose true face you’ll never see.
Why did you have to be that way, your words drove me insane
That I babble only in poetry and always remembering your names.

School bullies fade only physically, their images always linger in mind.
I wish that all would disappear, or at least, just from time to time.
Remembering often makes the heart bleed, I try not to think about
All who’s ever hurt me, all who’s ever made me want to shout.

©July 22, 2001 Lori S. Maynard

I hold a hate so deep within, that it won't die until I see Heaven.
I hope you got the laughs you wanted... God bless the class of '97

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Re: Where you a High School Bully?Ted Yahraus22:08:14 05/30/02 Thu
Re: Where you a High School Bully?Tracy Gelsleichter22:41:31 05/30/02 Thu
Re: Where you a High School Bully?Wanda23:19:08 05/30/02 Thu


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