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Date Posted: Mon, Jan 22 2007, 11:50am PST
Author: Aislinn
Subject: All I wanna do is be there for the things that you're going through... is that good for you? Is it good for you?

The winters here weren't that bad, compared to... the North Pole or something like that - they were chilly enough to have to wear a drysuit into the water, and to wear a jacket when you went outside but it wasn't frostbite type of weather, and this one had been particularly mild itself. She had been doing strength training today as per her mother's orders - she didn't have much of a mother-daughter relationship with her mother at all - Ace loved her, she knew, but it was a bit different - she held her mother at an arm's length - like any other trainer, and it helped her be less personally hurt by increases in training times or criticism on her form and the like. On days when she wasn't in the water she was usually so tired physically from other forms of training, and she was tired mentally because of personal issues... this would have been the perfect time in her former life to go off on a binge for a few days, constantly on something, sleeping somewhere different each night.. no - she had been clean for some time, and while she and Andre had expressed a great deal of interest in being exclusive, it had seemed like so much work for her to just be with him and handle things that they had never really taken their relationship to the next level. When he talked about Hawaii, she felt feelings that she knew, officially she had no right to feel - torn between her home and being with him - if things were a bit more official maybe she wouldn't have such a hard time with a decision, she would just know.. She shoved her hands in her pockets and made her way down the street in the midday air... she could smell the ocean, and hear it and see it from here, but she wouldn't be going down today. Her mind felt cluttered, and she didn't feel like the ocean would help it today.

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