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Date Posted: Fri, Sep 19 2003, 2:05pm PDT
Author: Kaison
Subject: if you don't give a damn go on and throw it up

his hands were shoved into pockets of stonewashed jeans...a green polo adorning upper body. He'd gone home for awhile...cleaned up and needed a taste of the night life, or what there was of it. He wandered slowly down the walk, passing people that looked somewhat familure...though he knew none of them. His gaze wandered again towards the row of clubs and bars...turning abruply and making his way into one

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It just happened to be the one in which she worked. She was busy behind the bar, her dark hair held up on a ponytail, a black skirt and tank hugging her curvy form. (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 2:32pm PDT
he ran a hand over his arm a moment, brushing past the people dancing before finally settleing at the bar, ordering himself a drink...not paying any attention to which bar tender he caught the attention of (NT) -- Kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 2:35pm PDT
She frowned and stopped the tender giving him the beer, talkign over "You're still using?" (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:03pm PDT
his gaze lifted a bit at the womens voice, a frown gracing rough features I drink occasionally but thats it. she was no part of his life anymore...it shouldn't matter to her...although he did go through twice to finally stop once and for all (NT) -- Kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:05pm PDT
She frowns, she was stubborn when she wanted to be...which was usually always...he should know that by now- and dispite everything- she would always care about him "nu uh- alcohol is still a drug, and off limits if you've been through rehab" (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:09pm PDT
he frowned at that and tipped his chin up...she'd caught him red handed and he huffed a bit, leaning onto the bar I said occasionally...not every moment of every day. he glanced around the bar a moment...running a hand through his hair Been singing at all? (NT) -- kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:11pm PDT
She frowns a touch and shrugs, her gaze dropping as she played with the bottle, knocking it against the bar absently "No..." (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:14pm PDT
he tilted his head at that, patting the bar a moment with his palms Why not? You could do better singing then you could running around and serving people here. He'd always been right behind her with her singing...and he still was (NT) -- Kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:16pm PDT
She shrugged, her gaze shifting sideward "Whats the point? I'm never going to get anywhere" (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:20pm PDT
he was pushing his point of veiw now, looking down at his hands You can get whereever you want to go Jaida...look at me. I cleaned up because I wanted too. (NT) -- Kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:23pm PDT
She rolled her eyes and turned her cobalt gaze on him "Thats slightly different Kai... " (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:28pm PDT
he leaned back a bit, pursing his lips Not really, you can do anything you set your mind to...he was watching the people next to him now...coming and going with their drinks and then watching jaida, who had his drink still, refusing to give it to him (NT) -- Kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:29pm PDT
She frowns, shaking her head "Not with two kids you cant. They need me to be there with them, especially Alyssa" (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:37pm PDT
he ducked his head at that...the girl still baffled him, but she had her own life now..and he wasn't a part of it. He drew in a deep breath...looking back to her How are they?...the kids (NT) -- Kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:39pm PDT
She shrugs, glancing down "Jax was a bit upset...he still remembers..." he had had nightmares about it for weeks, insisted sleeping in her bed with her for months (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:44pm PDT
he frowned a bit at that...he'd done that...He'd almost hit jackson and he still didn't forgive himself for it. His eyes closed a moment and he ducked his head again I wish I could have been a better part of his life (NT) -- Kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:46pm PDT
She arches her fine brows lightly "Me too" she serves a guy close by, tossing kaisons beer away as she did (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:52pm PDT
he frowned a bit as he saw his drink wasted, though shook it off and watched her What time you getting off tonight? (NT) -- Kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 3:54pm PDT
She glances over as she takes the guys bill and gives him change "Midnight" She glances at the clock- she only had half an hour to go (NT) -- Jaida, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 4:01pm PDT
his lips pursed a moment and he sat up again, not leaning on the bar anymore You want some dinner? he wasn't trying to push anything...he was just being a generally nice guy tonight (NT) -- Kaison, Fri, Sep 19 2003, 4:03pm PDT
She shakes her head quickly, brow furrowing "Not with you...no" (NT) -- Jaida, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 2:09am PDT
he tapped the bar a moment I wasn't asking to take you out, was asking if you wanted me to bring you food he wasn't like he used to be..he payed more attention to things...slowed down and thought about others more then he used to. (NT) -- Kaison, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 12:20pm PDT
She purses her lips and glances up at him "I dont need any favours from you- I want you to leave, we were doing fine before you came back" (NT) -- Jaida, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 4:17pm PDT
his gaze drifted over her a moment before he shook his head, a frown gracing tight features How the hell was I supposed to know you all would still be here Jaida? You act like I did it on purpose he had half the nerve to just leave...walk out but he couldn't...for some reason he just couldn't move (NT) -- Kaison, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 4:20pm PDT
She frowns in return, cobalt eyes hardening "Where else would I be Kaison? didnt you think that just maybe.. just maybe I'd still be here? And you came anyway? You had the god damn nerve to come anyway? I could have you in jail Kaison- have you though about that? It would have been so much easier to just tell the police the whole story when they asked- and my god did they ask... I delt with so much shit for you Kai- so don't you fucking dare to just show up again without a care or an appology. Fuck you. " Her eyes shone brightly, somewhat breathless, the people around them starting to stare "Fuck you" (NT) -- Jaida, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 4:28pm PDT
he made a fist, slamming it agenst the bar for a moment, his voice low I came back to fucking apologize to you...you never gave me half the damn chance to. with that his fist hit the bar again, turning to send a half baked smile to the people whispering beside him. He was here to apologize for it all, he just didn't know how and it was worthless now (NT) -- Kaison, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 4:33pm PDT
"Why should I?" Her voice was loud and tempered in comparision, her spanish temper getting the better of her. She was full blood boricua, and it showed. Her manager came over and lead her away, she shrugged him off of her and walked off into the back, cursing in spanish (NT) -- Jaida, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 4:42pm PDT
he watched her go, though he didn't move...he wanted to stay where he was...cool off for a second before braving the world again. (NT) -- kaison, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 4:45pm PDT
Angry emotion caught up with her, tears filling her bright blue eyes as she cried with hurt and bitterness into Evans shoulder... he was something of a father figure to her...he understood her temper and knew how to deal with it (NT) -- Jaida, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 4:49pm PDT
he shifted from the seat, setting a few bills on the bar to pay for the drink he never got and moved towards the door, though he didn't leave...he just turned back to watch her (NT) -- Kaison, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 4:51pm PDT
The door swung shut and she dissapeared out of sight (NT) -- Jaida, Sat, Sep 20 2003, 4:54pm PDT

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