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.yam.
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Date Posted: 14:31:13 12/19/01 Wed
In reply to:
Scott
's message, "Wow, everyone's having a bad time. I don't get it. I mean, it's Christmas time. Be happy." on 15:27:13 12/17/01 Mon
Heh Erin, take your time, god knows i haven't been here at al.
i've got problems too, only mine are..... strange. While the only thing i've burned myself with in awhile was the cigarette lighter in my car ((which my friend took away from me after it did it)), and since my girlfriend and i have been together i've only cut myself six or seven times, and she's done it only two or three times ((this is coming down from an every-day-maybe-even-twice-a-day stage for both of us)), things are still hard because our relationship is rubbing up against the ones we have with our friends, and that makes it hard because our friends are all getting irritated because we're together so much. during the past three or so years that i've known them well, i've never had a serious relationship besides this one ((except the one with martin, but that was a summertime thing and god do i miss him)), adn they're really feeling the strain now - it's hard for them to imagine that i really have someone, and some of them are mad because it's a girl-girl thing. well, not mad... just a little uncomfortable with the fact. but we've been going out for almost two months now, and now it's not so much the whole girl-girl idea, but the fact that they're not happy with it because it affects them in ways they wish it wouldn't. i spent the entire night last friday convincing my poor girl that she really did have people that loved her, while she sat there sobbing, upset because our friends were tearing her apart for it, and she blamed it all on herself, and..... well, it's a long story. let's not get into that... let's just say a prevented yet another suicide. if she would've gone through with it i think i might've done the same. generally, i've been really happy in the past week... i just don't have any time to myself any more. my chars are still around, i swear.... just a little AWOL right now. i'm not dead *yet* and i don't really plan on that happening any time soon... Holiday Break is in two days... THANK GOD! TWO WEEKS OF FREEDOM! I will be posting once i find some breathing room! adios for now!
`yammis
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