" strength is born in the deep silence of long-suffering hearts; not amid joy " -- Out Of Character

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Subject: " strength is born in the deep silence of long-suffering hearts; not amid joy "

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samantha

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Date Posted: 19:38:23 03/29/02 Fri
In reply to: Ali 's message, "more..." on 14:21:46 03/29/02 Fri

Yeah, yeah, corny pic, I know. But I've been drawing and CGing all day so I'm kind of attatched to PSP right now, so there ya go. Just a random tiger dude with a neat quote. I love quotes. "our birth is nothing but our death begun" Bah, well sometimes they aren't too uplifting. Anyways, I'm not here to make a speech about how much we all miss you and how wrong it is to think of suicide. You know that all. At least you should. We've all told you a million times we love you like our own family. Besides, I've been where you are too many times, so I can sort of understand it all. Life sucks. Yeah. I've learned how to shove my feelings beneath a beautiful mask. I'm pretty damn good at lying and shrouding myself. It's the only way I've found that works. The way I see it, I have too much knowledge and there's too much else that I want to learn to end my life now. Find something like that, something you can ground yourself to. Find something that you'd miss beyond all doubt if you were dead. Something you can't take with you. For me that's knowledge, since I'm not as lucky to have the girl I want. You're lucky to have an angel. My angel has all but forsaken me. "cheer up! the worst is yet to come!" But like I said, there's not much for me to say to you, other than that I love you like I love my family and I trust you more than I trust most of my real friends. "im the one whos got to die when its time for me to die, so let me live my life the way i want to" I hope things get better for you Yam. I miss you. *hugs*

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