have mercy on me, dear world............... -- Out Of Character

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Subject: have mercy on me, dear world...............

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Yammis

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Date Posted: 19:13:46 09/15/01 Sat
In reply to: Julia 's message, "shucks...." on 15:27:12 09/14/01 Fri

ahh...... i don't know what to do... thank god i have Quincy. and erin. Quincy's holding all my secrets for me. erin sat there while I cried with my head in her lap for half an hour on friday. sat there, stroking my shoulder, silent. what on earth am i going to do with myself. homecoming is next saturday. i bought my dress today. it's beautiful. friday my dad came home, and i looked out the window, and there was a salsa red/orange Liberty in the driveway. my new car. brand new. smells new. bright orange. funny orange.... like the tip of a sodering iron. color either so hot or so cold that if you touch it you can't tell which. sang amazing grace with my class. i rode a white horse named grace, once. in a field. in the moonlight. it was around 3 am. galloped through the field. the wind was cold. strung my cheek and bare arms. i had tears in my eyes then, too.

tears, tears, tears.... it's over.... i'm sick..... i need to get well again.... i hate all this hate around me... even though it's never there. it's there anyway. it shouldn't be. it needs to be love.

love........ love.......... love...........

all you need is love.........

do do do do do.......

i'm officially mentally unstable now, i think....

.yam.

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