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Subject: Sam...

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Date Posted: 11:09:05 08/11/01 Sat
In reply to: Samantha 's message, "Anonymous..." on 10:39:47 08/11/01 Sat

Thanx. I do have riding and that is one of the few things that cheers me up. I have very emotional mood swings sometimes, and really the idea of suicide scares the shit outa me. I don't think I'd ever be brave enough to do that so I dun think it'll be a problem. I'm really glad you read it becuz it really calms my soul to know someone heard what I had to say, and if I wasn't able to speak my mind I'd probably explode. I guess my real fear is that I'll never fit in and always feel like a clumsy outsider both in r/l and here. I know I'm really bad about coming back and leaving and that doesn't help my social life here but sometimes I just can't help how I feel. I'm not mad at anyone at the chat, just at myself. I know it's my fault if people don't like me and think I'm boring, so I don't blame anyone. You have been very nice to me and talked to me. I might have expressed this in the chat but I was affraid I'd get yelled at for self pity (and I know i'm doing a lot of that right now). So I guess the point of this post was to let people hear how I felt. I know it's ful of self pity and crap like that and I'm sorry, i'm usualy not like this. But I thought maybe this once I could do it and get away with it. Thank you again Sam.

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Subject	Author	Date
>>>>>>>	.	16:30:09 08/11/01 Sat
..... -- Samantha, 17:47:01 08/11/01 Sat Re: ..... -- Anonymous, 18:47:47 08/11/01 Sat Re: ..... -- Samanta, 21:26:39 08/11/01 Sat