| Subject: Feeling the same and crying. Help needed! |
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Dreemdanser
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Date Posted: 10:55:49 04/28/05 Thu
In reply to:
Crystal
's message, "Feeling Powerless" on 14:28:23 04/27/05 Wed
Bree, I am typing this through a stream of tears. I feel the same way you do. My oldest son, the son who originally constructed this site and helped me then build it, lives several states away. If it were not for him I do not know if this site would exist. I didn't even know how to send an attachment in an e-mail back then. At that time, as a few of us "old timers" here recall, we had just had the rug ripped out from under us when our beloved on-line home, BlackRaven.com had vanished. Fortunately we were a very close group and continued as best we could for over a month via group e-mails. But we were like floundering victims of a ship wreck, drifting out at sea on pieces of wreckage, trying to cling together. It was a very emotional thing for all of us. When it became clear that there was no likelyhood of Blackraven being back in the foreseeable future I called my computer savy oldest son who at the time was staying with my mom out of state. Via the phone and e-mails he talked me through the birth and formation of this site. Then my computer crashed and I snuck into my husband's company with him at night and used their computers to continue building the site. Eventually we bought our current computer which could handle the graphics and programs for webbuilding. He had just turned 16 at the time. He will be 21 tomorrow and I have no way of contacting him. He was really doing so great about a month ago. he finaly had been hired by a place he had wanted to work for and had another job at night. We got him a cell phone and were talking regularly. he only had about 3 more payments left on his car. New girlfriend 3 hours from him...weekends off...things finaly looking up for him. Then his car was stolen. he lost both jobs because he couldn't get to either, lost the deposit on the apartment he and a roomate were about to get together because he lost the jobs....and then last week....he lost the cell phone.
*breathing*
So tomorrow is his 21st birthday and I can't even send a card cause he has no address. Can't call cause no phone. It is absolutely killing me and to tell you the truth I am not sure about magick since he is 21 and I would feel like he should be asked first. Yes, sending all sorts of positive energy around him. Yes, visualizing the phone being found. yes, picturing him happy, successful and past all this bad luck. Would you all please do the same?
So, Bree, I am still holding your friend in my mind's eye and sending her all good and positive and loving energies. Know that you are not alone and that I not only empathize but feel your pain in a very personal way.
hugs,
Thank you,
Dreemy
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