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Date Posted: 21:08:37 03/10/02 Sun
Author: Rita
Subject: I Apologize (Preface)

I Apologize
Friday February 8, 2002 was a sunny day when my husband Bill and I left Michigan for Mississippi. After 500 miles of car traveling, we were in Tennessee. It was dark, so we stopped at a motel to spend the night. In the morning, we continued our trip first to Tunica and then to Vicksburg Mississippi. (And we returned on March 10, 2002.)

I had found dreams interesting; therefore, I try to keep a dream log.

In my dream log dated February 12, 2002, I had titled the dream “I Apologize”.

The day before the dream, I had called my Internet provider about three things. I had left home with a phone number to call about an abuse warning. When I called, I had received a recording giving a second phone number. After the second phone number was said by a recording, the recording stated that there was a $17 charge for the given phone number. Since I had paid the Internet provider three months in advance because my husband and I were going to Mississippi and I wished to use the Internet while we were gone. I then called my AT&T billing phone number to ask what turned into three questions: 1) the $17 charge for a second phone number about the Internet abuse notice. 2) Did I still have an Internet provider? 3) What was the Mississippi access phone number? The hotel’s phone company was AT&T, so I had asked the hotel clerk about Internet access. The reply was that there were complaints that the Internet access cost was about $10 a minutes.

I assume that every one already knew that Mississippi was famous for several Civil War battles and its waving of the Confederate flag until 2001. I enjoyed talking to locals (Mississippi people) about the Confederate flag, and the 1901 evil Michigan doctors curse. I had heard that a lie could destroy a complete country. I believed that the Michigan medical liar’s goal would be the country’s destruction. I was surprised to hear that many people in Mississippi didn’t know about the 1908 tuberculosis vaccine. The evil Michigan doctors used the United State prescription drug law to deprive me (and probably a few other people) of my right to my more effective medicines and the 1908 tuberculosis vaccine. I was surprised to hear that many people in Mississippi didn’t know about the 1908 tuberculosis vaccine. The evil Michigan doctors used the United State prescription drug law to deprive me of my right to my more effective medicines and the 1908 tuberculosis vaccine. I had also spoken to a Mississippi nurse about my husband’s 1996 Gentamicin Sulfate drug over-dosing. The nurse said that she knew that Gentamicin Sulfate only had a 10 to 12 day usage.

I had found the dream interesting enough to be shared. The dream was filled with clearly verbalized spoken words, and was as follows:

I apologize to the people who had found my healthcare complaints offensive. I assumed that people knew about evil doctors. The evil physicians were present before the century old evil Michigan doctors curse: “I’ll see you and your siblings sick and dead before I see you receive a tuberculosis vaccine.” The tuberculosis family bacteria caused the #1 disease killer. Back in 1901, many scientists throughout the world were looking for a vaccine, except in Michigan, because more money was made studying the disease and treating it with chemicals.

I apologize to the people who were offended that I believe that the prescription drug law deprived me the right to my more effective antibiotics. I’m not forcing my opinion on those who liked being lied to. I simply don’t feel that a medical liar should force a lie upon me!

I apologize to the people who were offended that I used my husband’s 1982 blood test as an example of the importance of establishing a personalized blood test figure.

Reality was at the time of the 1982 blood test; Bill had a noticeable neck tumor. Hubby had a medical history that was never made available, even thought it was known that he had a liver infection in 1977. Bill’s white blood cell figure was tested and shown as 10.9, while his personal figure should have been established as 6.0, which would have been extremely high. The white blood cell count was separated into several categories and Bill’s personal figure was Myelocytes 0, Neutrophils 59, Lymphocytes 30, Monocytes 5, Eosinophils 1 and Basophils .02. I had noticed that missing words and decimal points had created several medical problems.

I used my husband’s 1983 blood test called “Blood Test Identification” as an example about how hubby was treated by a lying hematologist. In 1983 the Blood Test Identification was an established blood test that was used prior to blood transfusions. The test identified special antibodies before transfusions. Shortly after the Michigan hematologist had used the special blood, there was enough infection to disintegrate bones! I had always felt that medical lies were a form of Health Sabotage. I had called medical lies “A United States’ enemy’s delight!”

I apologize to the people who were offended that I used my husband’s 1996 common bacterial-produced heart disease as an example about Michigan doctors drug over-dosing with prescription drugs, and the inferior hospital medical treatment that hubby had received.

When I woke, I tried to remember as many of the reality influencing details as possible. My first thought was Watching Father Die. After dad’s hip surgery and prior to the amputation that lead to his death, dad said, “I’m sorry.” Over and over dad repeated, “I’m sorry.”

How many times has the cliché “You’re going to miss me when I’m gone” been said through out the ages.

My second thought was about dad’s bedsores, which were not mentioned until a half-hour before his death. We, the complete family and friends, knew about my husband’s 1996 bedsores and the hospital care that Hubby had received in 1996. Bill was dropped on the floor, which opened stitches, and prolonged healing. Hubby was never given proper exercise, which resulted in his laying in his discharge that had lead to his bedsores. Finally, Bill had left the hospital. Hubby was better off crawling around his home floor than the hospital care that he had received after his cadaver body part replacement that was needed to replace the bacterial damage.

The subject constantly returns to Bill’s 1983 fourth-stage Hodgkin’s disease and the medical care that the Michigan hematologist had given. Michigan attorneys did NOT have any hematologists available to state that antitumor/antiviral antibiotics were being withheld, and that medical information was being distorted. Evil doctors were a part of human heritage.

In the dream, a complete paragraph was about Hubby’s 1982 blood test. It was clearly spoken as an example about why a person should have his or her personal blood test figure established. It was important to me to establish my personal blood test figure with the affect of my more effective medicines after I discovered in 1977 that Michigan had several evil doctors.

Reality was at the time of the 1982 blood test; Bill had a noticeable neck tumor. Hubby had a medical history that was never made available, even thought it was known that he had a liver infection in 1977. Bill’s white blood cell figure was 10.9, while his personal figure should have been established as 6.0. The white blood cell count was separated into several categories and Bill’s personal figure was Myelocytes 0 (they were found only in the bone marrow, when Myelocytes appeared in the blood, they were used as a disease indicator), Neutrophils 59, Lymphocytes 30, Monocytes 5, Eosinophils 1 and Basophils .02. I had noticed that missing words and decimal points had created several medical problems. My personal blood test figures were similar to my husbands. For my husband to be treated in 1983 with special blood transfusions until there was enough infection to disintegrate bones when antitumor/antiviral antibiotics were available was a shock! Had Hubby remained under the hematologist's care, he would have died at the age of 41! I had considered the withholding of antitumor/antiviral antibiotics and the lying about it a form of Michigan Health Sabotage! I had discovered that once people shared medicine truths, the truths were saturated with medical lies.

What would be the goal of a medical liar?

I believe that the answer would be a simple “The destruction of the United States. More people could die to bad medicine than bombs or bullets!”

While I was gone, I had begun to renumber and rewrite "The Walkover" 33 chapters.


Preface I apologize

Chapter 1 Dr. Agbabian

2 - The Conference

3 - Rebuttals

4 - Trial

5 - Ann's Medical Book

6 - Scurvy

7 - Oneself Dream

8 - Writer’s Workshop

9 - The Haunting House


10 - Definition of A Friend

11 - God Visits

12 - Tijuana

13 - I Dreamt I Died

14 - May 15, 1996

15 - June 11, 1996

16 - Returning Home

17 - June 12, 1996

18 June 27, 1996

19 - July 1-4, 1996

20 - July 1,2,3, 1996 Dreams

21 - July 4-9, 1996

22 - July 22, 1996

23 - August 9, 1996

24 - Propaganda Carnival

25 - PLCO – 1998

26 - PLCO - October 22, 2001

27 - 8-Inches of Solid Air

28 - Watching Mother Die

29 - A Re-Live

30 - Watching Father Die

31 - Hiring A Hit Man

32 - Five Metal Spikes/Finder’s Fee

33 - Deadly Situations

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