| Subject: I owe everyone an apology!!!!!! |
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Nancy Noel
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Date Posted: Wednesday, July 30, 01:34:41pm
I feel like I owe all of you an apology. I wasn't going to come back to either board because I didn't want to offend anyone. It turns out, the email I got was intended for someone else. It just got sent to me. It really wasn't a nasty email either, I just took it the wrong way and I couldn't for the life of me remember saying anything that was in the email. Like I said, it was intended for someone else.
I feel a need to explain why I over reacted, not an excuse, just the reason.
My son and his girlfriend had gotten into a fight AGAIN, I ended up with the grandkids while the two of them got to make up. The decon of our church helped them make up, so I had a screaming fit at him. Thank God he is a forgiving man!!!
My son and his girlfriend just walked into my yard and picked up the kids and took them away. They wouldn't even let me say goodbye to them. The kids didn't want to go, they kept tell my daughter that they wanted some more of her noodles or they wanted to play in the little pool some more. These two older kids don't like it at home. There is another child, Sabrina, she just turned two yrs. old. I hate using this word, but she is considered retarded. She is the sweetest little girl and I love her dearly. When I saw her mother just snatch her up and get into the van, I was heart broken, furious, and you name it, I was it!!
You see the two older kids don't like going home because they are not treated the best. Little Sabrina can do anything she wants, and the other 2 get sent to thier room a lot. I'm not sure what else is going on in that house, but I have a feeling that once school starts, the kids will tell the teachers.
Everytime my son and his girlfriend get into a fight, they do this to me. So I decided when I saw them drive away, that was it. I was washing my hands of ever caring about them or anyone else again. The longer the night went on, the more furious I got. So...I drove to thier house to punch them out. Little me going to do that, isn't that laughable? God must have been watching out for them, or maybe me, because they weren't home. I even tried kicking in the door. I felt just crazy. How dare they treat me like this AGAIN???? I drove home and just cried the rest of the night and all the next day and am still crying thinking about this.
I wasn't going to go to Church on Sunday, I had felt like God had forgotten me. I did end up going tho. Low and behold, the girlfriend drove up while I was standing at the door and the two older kids jumped out. I just lost it. I couldn't hug them them enough. I walked them down to thier Sunday School class and I went to mine.
During Church services, little Gumpy,(Charlie Jr.) kept begging to come to my house after church. I told him that I didn't think his parents wanted them out there. Gumpy kept telling me that he would be a good boy and would play outside. He promised. It just broke my heart. He said he didn't want to go fishing with his daddy.
I had the decon take the kids home and I went home myself. Uncontrollably crying. I felt like I had let the kids down. They like it here, they aren't always sent to thier rooms, or yelled at, or anything else that might be going on. I allow them to be kids. They do get punished if they do something really bad, but that is to teach them, not harm them. I know it's only been 3 days since I have seen them, but I miss them so bad!!! I usually see them almost every day.
Thier dad had told them that they couldn't come to church Sunday, not sure why, but the kids said that the girlfriend found them some clothes and brought them.
Getting back to the email, it came in not long after the so called parents came and picked up the kids. I was franticly looking for the post that she was talking about. I didn't remember saying it and couldn't find it anywhere. That is when I posted my 'goodbye' message. I just don't want to hurt anyone. I hope all of you can forgive me for over reacting to this misunderstanding??? And...if you will have me back, I would like to come back?
By the way, Fran, I'm so sorry. You have been a good friend and I hope you can forgive me also?
Hugs & Love, Nancy
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