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>my dog nitro died friday morning . he was going to be >9 in january . he was my best friend , my companion , >my pet soul mate , my only family and my everything . >together we battled epilepsy for the last 6 years . he >took meds daily and sometimes had to spend days at a >time at the vet under sedation to control siezures . >we did everything together and every decision i made >was based on him in some way . we could feel each >others pains with a stare and comfort each other just >the same . >thursday he began not keeping his food down and his >meds as well . about midnight he was at the vet and >going under sedation to control the siezures brought >on by the meds not staying in him . around 1am i held >him and assured him that though i had to go home i >would have a warm bed waiting for him when he got home >the next day . a kiss and i walked away . at 554am i >got a call that we went into cardiac arrest . at 558 >he was gone . i couldnt speak . then i layed down and >screamed . for 2 days i couldnt talk . i had to pick >out and urn and i visited him . he was cold and >lifeless and i cryed uncontrolably . i brushed him for >awhile and told him how much i missed him and that ill >never forget him for my whole life . i would trade >years of my life for minutes more with him.... >his bedroom is locked now and i cant open it . >everyone tells me to get another dog right away but i >cant even look at another dog right now . i cant stop >thinking about him . everywhere i look , everything i >do . i see him . he was a huge part of me and now im a >shell of a man . my soul feels empty . > >here is a link to a picture of nitro and i . thank you >for listening... > > >http://images.snapfish.com/335%3A597523232%7Ffp65%3Dot% >3E2326%3D825%3D3%3A%3A%3Dxroqdf%3E232334%3B%3C%3A38%3A9 >ot1lsi

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