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Date Posted: 11:20:58 10/09/01 Tue
Author: Angel of Light
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Subject: Maybe It Was His Face

Maybe it was his face, or the way his red hair glowed in the sunlight. Could it be the beads of sweat on his on his forehead, chest and neck.
She didn’t really care, watching him while he worked brought a measure of comfort to her eyes. She never tired of watching him.
He didn’t seem to notice at first.
She stared, eyeing every move, every gesture, every strand of his hair flowing in the soft spring breezes. Surrounding his face, and some of it, dripped with sweat. He raised and lowered the ax he was using to cut the wood. Each swing, each time the blade sliced the wood, it was poetry in motion. She pretended to read, pretended to be too occupied. As hard as she tried to pretend to concentrate there was no mistaking her nose taking a dive in to her book, when he looked up. He could see the motion and the glances. She seemed to sit and read at that bench when he worked. She was never there at any other time during the day. Not like she was ever going to cross the hedge to talk, to him or offer, a cold drink of water.

He wiped the sweat off of his eyes. His white shirt drenched, his throat was dry. He gave the ax a final swing and went to the well. Water waited down at the bottom, as he raised the bucked his arms strenuously turned the handle. The water was cold and his fatigue began to take over. The cold water reached his lips and he poured it on his head. He wiped his chin when he heard the sound of the broken twig.. he looked up. She was standing in front of him.
“May I ….” She inquired.
“Help yourself.” He told her. He put the ladle he was drinking out of, back in the bucket. He moved away from the well and with out so much as another word headed back to the woodpile. She watched the black tall knee length boots, the tight gray trousers and the unmistakable strut as he walked away.
“I think he likes being watched.” She said to her self. She smiled. Her impish grin was ear to ear. He is a tough one. His attitude, his posture, and the weight of step as he walked, all of attitude.
“She is a stuck up snob and I know it. I don’t need her type in my life.” He said to himself. “Woman like that are not worth time.”

She had been sitting at that bench for weeks. She tried to look out for a time that he was working so that she could conveniently be at the right place at the right time. Not once the whole entire time he was there did he dare come over and introduce himself . Even though she knew his name and she employed him you would think he would show some sort of respect towards her. She turned and walked away.

As she sat sipping her tea in front of the fireplace she thought of the ways she would make his life of oh so interesting. As the fireplace crackled she ran for her butler.
“What is the condition of our wood supply?”
“I really am not certain”
“ See to it that the fireplace has all the logs we need and I want double the supply in the wood shed.
“Double.” His eyebrow raised. “Mame, he shed will not hold double.”
“Then we will simply have to build a larger shed. Tell me what are the other duties of our wood cutter.”
“The stable, the horses .” He told her.
”Hmmm “the plot begins to take shape.” Very well double the wood and shoe all the horses for starters.”
“The horses all have shoes”
“Well reshoe them. “

When the butler went to the woodcutter he smiled. “She wants all that she is going to pay for it.”
That night he went in to town. He bought a silk top hat and a gold handle cane and a long black coat. That night the bar he attended noticed that his battered and bruised hands never gave indication he belonged to a much richer society.

Some times the richest of men were really most common in appearance.

She enjoyed the attention she was paying for. The view as he pulled the loaded cart of freshly cut wood to the shed. By days end he was tired. Every muscle ached he laid in bed totally exhausted sleep came quick for him. She knew it would.

In the deepest darkness of night she crept out of the large house though the family cemetery and towards the cabin. The door was a jar, she pushed it. It opened with a slight creaking noise. She carefully crept where he slept. The sweat from the hot night beaded on his forehead and arms. The cabin was unkept, his clothes both clean and dirty were every where.
He began to stir. She froze would she be seen. He coughed and turned over his movement was strained. He continued to sleep she made her way out of the cabin back to the house unaware to her, she dropped a handkerchief. She did not notice until the next afternoon. She was looking for it.

He was amused by the find. Pure white,. Crisp and delicately embroider he decide that the best place for it was tied to the ax handle. He took a few minutes to think about the fact that she was there He wondered how long she stayed and why she came in the first place. The next day during the hottest part of the day he went to the river and took time out to bathe in the cold waters. Soaking wet he came out tossing his hair back. His hair soaked with water rained all round him. He got out, dried himself off and went back to the cabin. When his got there, there was a message.
You are invited to a picnic at the lady Bromwells estate 2 p.m. RSVP
The mistress was sending a formal invite.

Sorry I think I will be busy at the time.

He didn’t want to go didn’t want to attend and did not want to be finding himself in the middle of a ritzy affair. He never like high society people.

What the picnic was, a special event for two. With out the RSVP answered she figured out that he was not going to let himself be bothered. Okay next plan she had the cook put together a large basked of a picnic lunch. She decided she would take the mountain to Mohammed she would have better luck.

The tree in the middle of the estate where she could see everything was her best bet. Laying out the blanket she made sure the freshly cooked chickened could be smelled for miles.
Passing by on his wagon he stopped where she was.
“Pretty odd place for a picnic.”
“Maybe so, Join me?”.
Very bold of her. He at first rolled his eyes but when she pulled out the chicken his mouth began to water. How could he refuse free meal. Not only was it fresh but it was not table scraps supplied but the cook on a regular basis. Okay he said (the stomach wins out.) He pulled the wagon off of the road and allowed the horses to have shade and join her on the red and white gingham picnic cloth. “Help you self.” She said. She had, had enough. He was very big man. She planned extra just in case.
He ate, again she watched him. His hair kept getting in the way of his face.
“Here.” She said tying back his red locks with yet another handkerchief. She happened to have. Soulfully her eyes rested on him.
“You work hard, surely you do not plan on staying here for ever.”
“I need to lie low and save up some money”
“Why?”

“The fighting I used to do took its toll. I owe money and I owe my self some peace and quiet.”
Fighting in a circuit?” (It sounded dreadful to her how could such a handsome man with such a gorgeous body spend his time and trouble beating him self to death)(maybe the answer is..$)

“Oh.” She said “Well if that is what you feel you have to do.”
“It pays better, but there are other things that come along with it, they make up for the cost.”
She could only imagine. She was used to hearing stories about the fighters that came to the town and what happened after the fights were over.
“You are welcome to stay as long as you want no one will know that you are here.”

At first he thought, “What on earth is she saying. She just handed me a weeks worth of hard work and now she says she wants me to rest??” He reserved the thought and gave her another answer.
“I appreciate that. I have muscle injures that will never heal.” Still munching on the chicken and sipping the cold lemon aide she poured.
“What a minute” he said “you were in my cabin last night!”
“Who me???” She smiled.” I was.” Carefully confessing her crime.
“You should come more often “
“I want to but.… what will the neighbors say? “
“I never paid any mind to what anyone thought. “He answered, she smiled. “You have a fantastic body.”
“Forward aren’t you.” (When ever I have the chance I am)
“Well If I wait the time for saying what needs be said, the time is passed , it is lost. It will never come again.”
He became relaxed her eyes rested on him.
He was larger than life and the best she had seen in a long time. She just loved every minute of it.
After he ate his fill of the picnic lunch he rested in the shade. She could see he was beginning to get sleepy.
The blond in his red hair seemed to turn in to flame. The forehead hair was beginning to recede to her it just didn’t matter. It maybe a sign of his age, but it was more refined he bore the signs of a life experienced. His waste line showed signs of soft bulging skin.(lately he starting to look like a tall skeleton) All she wanted to do that moment was nestle close to him, the heat from the day was beginning to discourage her but her imagination was not. (Never does.)

The next day while in town visiting the local pub a solider dressed in a civil war uniform approached the patrons.

“There was a call to arms. It is a call heard loud and clear. Help is needed. A battle wages on at Antietam. We need help to win this battle. Who will come.”
Again more recruits for the Civil War. The insignia of the soldier bore the badge of the Irish Brigade’s 88th. Unit.
He spoke up. The resolve in his voice. “I know what it is to be a slave. I will come.”
When he got back to the estate he made his intentions know.
“I appreciate you telling me this and not just disappearing off the face of the earth.”
“I am going. It is time I gave something back.”
“You could be killed!”
“It is the price of war. Die so that others will live free.”
She looked in to his eyes. “Don’t do this.”
“I am sorry, I have to.”
As if he plunged a dagger in to her chest. She sat down and stared away. She could not look at him.
“ Will you come back.?”
“I do not know.”
She sunk deeper in to the black depression that he just created.
She closed her eyes. As if she had hoped it would all go away. But, when she opened them it was all there. The same pain like before.
“Will you write me?”
“If I can.”
She knew that was as good as not.
He turned and left.
A month has passed, then two, then she got word that the 88th took a sever hit. Many were thought to be dead. She asked about her woodcutter. The Wrestler healing his injuries who wanted to join an noble cause. They could not tell her anything. She packed what she could and set out for the land. She had to try to find him. To see for her self. Before it was to late. She had to know of his condition. The roads were lined with solders making their way both to the north and south. She asked everyone she could about the 88th. Did anyone see him. Did anyone know him. Where was the 88th last. All the answers were vague, all the answers were hopeful and hopeless. All the answers. Finally she managed to secure a room at the Lutheran Seminary. While she was there she went in to the battlefield daily assisting with burials and trying to find him.
It did not look good.
Finally, the flag of the 88th appeared stretched out on the ground. Her Co-workers took sympathy on her and let her search the area.
She found him.
His lifeless body laid out stretched on the ground. His eyes were open. She gently closed them. Her grief consumed her. People rushed to her side.
“Is it him?”
She nodded her head too consumed in grief.
“I want to take him back. I do not want to bury him here.”
They agreed and helped her find a carriage and the means to transport him. A newly built pine box was furnished to make the trip easier. She was alone. Yet she was not. As if he was riding in that carriage right beside her. She often felt warm air surround her. (Phenomenal Breath)
The carriage traveled back to the estate. The tree where they had their picnic loomed ahead of her. As if to say “this is where I want to be” . The journey was long and hard. The butler assisted her in hand digging the grave.
As she dug no words were spoken, for in her mind the memories of the life they shared how ever so briefly, came back to her. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she remembered the day. His eyes glorious, his red hair and great strength. What a loss. She took the suit he died in, had been ruined with bullet holes. As she went through the pockets she found her white handkerchief.

“Oh” She said. His blood was on it. Going back to the cabin she had hoped to find anything that he had left behind. The new wood cutter did not use it. She had hoped he had left something behind. She found the top coat, white shirt, the gray trousers and the black boots and that is what she buried him in. As the last of the dirt was placed over the wooded box .
She stood back and looked at the tree. As the breeze began to blow around her.(his phenomenal breath.) A breath that she had been bathed in once before. His body was gone but his spirit remained... the bonds of Love …are eternal.

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