*She pads into the Den, where she lays down to wait for Azure.* -- The Den

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[> [> *She sighs.* -- Lill' Travita, 11:04:27 10/15/01 Mon

You know Azure, all my life I've tried to make myself hard, when all I wanted was to lay down and cry. I had to, it was the only way I could survive in the evil pack I was born in and rised to call my home. But it wasn't easy.
I'm good. Good in heart, good in mine. I've got it from my grandmother, like a lot of other things. And my mother hated me for that. It was hard you know, to keep your personality when everybody around you thought it was wrong, hated you for it and wanted to change it or even kill me for it. My father would have chased me away like your father did if it wasn't for ym mother. For one reason she wnated to keep me. What it was I'm not sure, just it wasn't love.
I couldn't live with that for long. So by the first chanse, I ran off, and I ended up here with the Survivors, who kindly turned out to be my personal guardians. Natraviol and Tika adopted me, and I thought everything would be okay. Until my mother came.
She's always been a troublemaker, I don't know if she really wanted me back or if she just wanted to turn someone's life into a hell if she could. But whatever, she made this stupid promise with uncle Natraviol and killed him in that fight. *Her eyes fill with tears.* And then Tika died too, and I was suddenly left all by myself again, in a strange pack and in a family with people who all seems to hate each other, and with the responsibility of a pack... I've got my great beta Agma and the Survivors and the rest fo Natraviol's family but... *She sighs.* Mom and my sister and brother are still here, they're making more trouble, my new family is arguing and almost fighting and it's all just to much for me. *She looks down sadly.*
And when I've felt what feedom and love could be like... it's so hard to have to return to hate and all this hardness...

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[> [> [> *he nods and sits down infront of her* -- Azure, 11:42:27 10/15/01 Mon

now I understands bether.
first of all, you should get to know everyone in your pack.
Most of us are young wolves, with not that much experience,
This can be both a bad thing and a good thing.
as it looks for me, you will be a fine alpha when you are more safe on your self.
The next thing you really should do, even before get to know your pack, is to gather all wolves in Tika and Natraviol`s family and friends, I guess that its a large family:p
Talk to them about what have happend, and make them help you and the Survivors and me, to chase your mother and siblings from this place. Then you can start to recover from all your pain, and cries for days if you`d like to.
Mean while, I and Agma can go and make peace with the two females that are argumenting.
and....
*he lift the females head up with his paws*
you are a young, and beautiful female with a good heart.
when all this is over, you will rise up again as a sun.
and when the right time comes, you will find the most faithful and loyal mate you can get and together, you two will rule this pack to be a big, powerful pack.
*he smiles friendly to her, showing that she has a friend and a loyal pack member in him*

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[> [> [> [> *She laughs a little.* -- Lill' Travita, 12:35:12 10/16/01 Tue

You've surely got the guts that's needed! *She smiles to him.*
Well, thank you for good advices, Azure. I'm glad to have you as my pack member and friend now, and I would be very happy if you and Agma took care of Ivy and Aphrodite. It's been too many argues in my family.
I think I'll go talk to Glanze about my mother. Being the oldest left of my family, he should be able to give me some advices. Someone have to put this family back together, so we can care for each other.
*She gives Azure a last smile and pads off, holding her head a little higher.*