URGENTLY SEARCHING FOR BIOLOGICAL MOTHER:(REBECCA BRISTER) OF DERIDDER LOUSINIANA AGE:(38 OR 39 -- PeopleFinderNow Message Board

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Date Posted: 00:27:58 02/07/09 Sat
Author: BEAUX CLAYTON CALLAHAN (AKA) BEAUX ANTHONY BRISTER (Sad, Lost, Emptyhearted!!!)
Subject:

URGENTLY SEARCHING FOR BIOLOGICAL MOTHER:(REBECCA BRISTER) OF DERIDDER LOUSINIANA AGE:(38 OR 39

LIFE NEVER SEEM'S FULL ENOUGH UNTIL YOU HAVE BEEN ASSURED THING ARE WHAT THEY WERE... YET, SETTING A LITTLE LIGHT TWARD'S THE SCENE OF A CONFUSED SITUATION, IS ALL THAT'S NEEDED IN ORDER TO CARRY ON!!!

NOTE: ADOPTED NAME: BEAUX CLAYTON CALLAHAN
BIOLOGICAL NAME: BEAUX ANTHONY BRISTER
BORN APRIL 17TH 1985
IN SEARCH OF BIOLOGICAL MOTHER
REBECCA BRISTER (OTHER ALLIS) SHE WENT BY THE NAME (BECKY)
SHE WAS 16 WHEN SHE HAD ME ON APRIL 17TH 1985
SO NOW SHE WOULD BE 38 OR 39 OR 40
USE TO RESIDE IN DERIDDER LOUSINIANA
MY ADOPTED PARENTS NAME'S: GEORGE & MARLENE CALLAHAN
EX ALACHOLIC AND GAMBLER...

LAST TIME I SEEN MY MOTHER REBECCA BRISTER WAS MY 3RD BIRTHDAY.
WE HAD A VISITATION FOR MY BIRTHDAY... AND ALL I CAN REMBER IS BEING SO YOUNG AND HELPLESS BEING RIPPED FROM MY MOTHER'S ARM'S KICKING AND SCREAMING AND FIGHTING TO GET TO HER... WHEN MY ADOPTED PARENTS BROUGHT ME TO THE HOUSE I WAS GOING TO LIVE IN I HID UNDER A BED...

I GREW UP A EXTREMLY TROUBLED CHILD FROM THERE ON...
HAD SUASIDAL THOUGHS AND ATTEMPTS, GOT INTO FIGHT'S,
WAS THE OUT RATED AND OVER LOOKED ONE IN GROUPS...
WENT ON TO BE ADDICTED TO MULTUPLE DRUGS...
NEVER CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT...
GOT IN TROUBLE WITH THE ATHORITIES NUMROUS TIME'S...
HAVE TROUBLED NIGHT MARE'S AND DREAM'S...
CURRENTLY ON PROBATION FOR 6 MORE MONTHS BEEN ON FOR 5 YEARS AND 3 YEAR'S...
FACING 15 TO 20 IF i DO ANYTHING ELSE...
SO ANOTHER WORDS 1 MORE I GO TO JAIL FOR GOOD !!!

AND THEN ONE DAY SITTING IN A FREEZING GRAY WALLED 12 BY 12 JAIL CELL... I ASKED MYSELF... WHAT COULD OVER ALL CHANGE MY ADDITUDE TWARDS LIFE MOST IN GENERAL AND GET ME ON THE RIGHT TRACK... WHILE I STILL HAVE ONE... AND ONLY PICTURE I SAW IN MY HEAD AS, COLD TEARS TRICKLED AND SLID DOWN MY CHEEK TWARDS THE CHIN... WAS A LITTLE BOY BEING TAKEN FROM HIS WORLD AND CREATOR!!! HIS MOTHER!!! REBECCA BRISTER... WHAT LITTLE IVE BEEN TOLD SHE HAD ME AT AGE 16... HER PARENTS DISOWNED HER... GRANDPARENTS WERE OLD AND ILL... SHE DIDNT HAVE MANY FRIENDS NO PLACE TO STAY... SO... SHE TRIED...:) BUT I GUESS COULDNT SUCEED... AND THEN DID THE ONLY THING ELSE...PUT ME UP FOR ADOPTION...

ALL I WANT IS TO FILL A HOLE WHICH HAS BEEN BLEEDING SHADES
OF EMPTYNESS SINCE APRIL 17TH 1987 WHEN I WAS EMOTIONALY SCARED FOR LIFE... ALL I WANT IS ASSURANCE THAT SHE'S ALIVE... I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO MEET BIOLOGIAL FAMILY BECAUSE THE FAMILY I WAZ ADOPTED INTO DOES NOT ASSOCIATE WITH ME... ARE ADOPTED PARENTS FOR THAT MATTER...

POINT BLANK I HAVE RAN OUT OF FAITH...
ON LIFE IN GENERAL, AND ON HOPE ALL TOGETHER!!!

I WOULD LOVE TO FEEL THE FILLING I WAZ DEPRIVED MY WHOLE CHILDHODD LOCKED UP IN A ROOM... GETTING MY RIB'S BROKEN GETTIN SLAPPED AROUND, BEING DEEPER AND DEEPER DRENCHED INTO A WOULD OF A ALCHOLIC AND COMPULSIVE GAMBLER... MOST CAN ONLY DREAM OF BEING 9 YEARS OLD AND TRYING TO SHOVE A COLD HOLLOW PISTOL WITH A BULLET MARKED DEATH IN HIS MOUTH... NOW AT AGE 23 20 YEAR'S AFTER BEING RIPPED FROM THE ARMS I LOVED MOST!!! HERE WE ARE AGAIN THINGING... TWISTED THOUGH...
JUST WANTING TO KNOW MY MOTHER AND MY REAL SISTER!!!
AND MY WHO MY BASTARD DADDY IS... IT'S MESSED UP WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW NAME'S TO EVEN SEARCH FOR YOUR PARENT'S...
SHOULD A CIVIAL HUMAN INDIVIDUAL BE DEPRIVED OF SUCH?
THE LEAST THING TO BE DONE IS AT-LEAST BE ASSURED HIS PARENTS ARE ALIVE AND WELL... BUT I HEAR NO VOICE... ALL I HEAR IS MY CALL!!! STILL AS THE TEARSOM TRICKELS SHUFFLE DOWN MY FACE!!! SOME PLEASE HELP IF YOU KNOW HER!!!
I WOULD BE INDEBUT FOREVER TO WHOEL HELPS ME ARE KNOWS HER...

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