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Subject: Re: Can using a medium, help in the grieving process?

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Vicki

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Date Posted: 20:55:39 11/05/01 Mon
In reply to: Vanessa 's message, "Re: Can using a medium, help in the grieving process?" on 13:38:10 11/05/01 Mon

Hi Vanessa,
First I want to say I am sorry to hear you lost someone you love. I have been losing loved ones since I was 10. It has been harder now that I'm older and my family has gotten so much smaller. My Grandmothers brought me up because of all of my tragedies and I lost both of them in 93 and 95. Around 96 I was going through one of the roughest times in my life and I really had given up all hope. I remember one night specifically because I decided to take a hot bath and was emotionally, physically and spiritually drained. While I laid in the tub sobbing and praying to God to take me I had the strangest sensation come over me. My vision was blurred because of all my crying but I saw what I thought was a white misty energy appear on the left side of my tub by my feet. I just laid there staring at it and a voice began to speak to me. I couldn't tell if it was my own voice, my inner voice or that of a spirit. It said to me to look carefully at my choices. On one side of me lay a path that was normal enough looking, nothing special and somewhat dismal and to the other side of me laid another path that looked barren, dark and lonely. The voice then said look very carefully Vicki and as I did I could see further down the both paths. As I really looked I saw that the path that seemed easiest was not changing. It was never going to get any better than what I was looking at. The other path, the one that looked dark and barren began to get brighter and lusher and I could almost see the sun coming out in the distance. That's when I knew what this voice was saying to me. Sometimes we have to go through places we don't want to and experience things we think we can't get through but we do get through them and now I know behind every storm there's a rainbow. The sun will shine again and I also believe it was my Grandmother who was guiding me like she always had done. I felt love at that moment and it changed me. It gave me strength. I know her spirit is there, around me always. It's a beautiful feeling and I hope my story helps you. You are not alone in your feelings. Thanks for letting me share. :)

much love to you'
Vicki

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