Subject:  Re: HOW TO BECOME SKINNY |
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Date Posted: 16:15:20 05/21/06 Sun
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In reply to:
bee
's message, "Re: HOW TO BECOME SKINNY" on 06:10:32 06/18/05 Sat
hey..whoever says "dont starve urself" is a dumass!! cmon man!! ppl just wanna feel good about themselves!! I never knew what anorexia is!! i was a lil chubby girl at age 13, every1 around me in my family annoyed me with cmon dee go on the atkins diet with me and crap from every1, by the time my mom got pregnant, i had this life where i wanted 2 b in control, i started staving myself thinkin im the only one in the world who does that(i never knew watz anorexia!) and started avoiding food, and excersing soo much b4 i sleep, and walk 2 skool purposly, i lost like 40 pounds in not even 2 months!! i was 160 n became 120, i was like 5'5. everyone noticed how skinny i got, i missed my period, and suddenly started bein crazy bout water..like 25 cups aday or even more!i was losing more weight, my mom took me to the doctor, and thats wen i found out whats staving urself called "aneroxia". she started 2 stuff me up every single day, with junk and everything! i used 2 cry, sleep at 5 so i wont eat dinner! but i ate by time, and my weight loss increased..untill i moved! i was normal, i was like 105 pounds and 5'7 and was 16 yrs old..i was eatin normal, i gained like 15 pounds, i got a boyfriend, and 4got all bout aneroxia, i was really happy..i was like the star of my skool..that was last year, all year long no diet no nothing, i gained weight!! abviously!! soon this year, i didnt do anything bout it, untill every1 noticed it n started saying i gained weight, i was sad..i broke up with my boyfriend..i had no time 4 him, i felt so down!! hez with my best friend now!! which made me feel like shit!! i started aneroxia again..but with bulimia, i eat n throw up 4 like 3 months! i got addicted..wen my mom found out she gave me the lecture of my life..ok i stopped, time passed, and i wanna lose weight again!! n i want every1 to lose weight too!! i don feel happy like i used to!! now i lost 10 pounds i started being aneroxic again i juss started 2 weeks ago!! and will feel great once again!! and this time IM NOT STOPPING!! I AM GOING TO FEEL GRAET AGAIN!! wish me luck every1!! i love u all!! good luck!!
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