Just want to say but........ -- Squall, 23:36:29 11/17/01 Sat
Finally I have realized what is going wrong.
I know I dun have the chance but you have told me I m possible to be ur friend, right?
Maybe u mean I can be ur very simple friend (just a friend to joke with) only. Or maybe u can say I m taking this too seriously.
I was trying to get into ur world, but I was stopped every times. Just because u dun
treat me as ur friend, just treat me as ur little brother(always call me to stand tall). I m depressed many times, but I told myself not to forgive. But this time I forgive because I have discovered that I m only a sand in your mind. Undoubtedly, I was devastated. But plz dun comfort me again, my elder sister. Just leave me alone, times will help me to forget, believe me.
I know you are very charming, making a lot of friends. You are taking advantages anyway, but I just want to tell you that not everyone is good. Try to take care of yourself la.(childish thinking again, right?)
This is the last time I told you about my feeling. But thank you for giving hope to me before. That¡¦s really beautiful.
