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Subject: My dreams.....

Author:
belanoch

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Date Posted: 19:12:10 10/26/01 Fri

Hear it goes:

"Now I lay me down to sleep..." and as i fall into this fog like world, waiting to hit bottom, I am over overwhelmed by blinding darkness. I have entered the land of dreams. A place that only the sleeping soul can enter and await for its subconscious to lead it through thoughts unknow to me. Its a knowing though feelings and images that can jump in and out of time. Moving back and forth, melting and growing on you like it had always been there. It something that you cant control, but controls you.

Finally I float to the bottom and end up walking a white line. It seams as though I walk for hours on end getting no where. The darkness still surronds me and my eye are only fixed on the white line. I am scared to step into the darkness. The un-knowing of it all. The path not laid out for me. I know im getting no where with the line, but will I be able to stand in the drakness?

I feel eyes on me but I know there only mine. I find myself watching from afar. Yelling silent words in a forgoten tongue. The words come at me like speeding bullets and slam my ears with no mercy. I am shaken and almost pushed from my sweet white line into the fear of the darkness. Each word burns an out line on my brain. And still I am unaware of the message that I gave myself. I know of nothing else but to walk the white line so I do the only thing I know.I walk a million more steps with sharp words screaming silent messages past my ears. But there so un-clear to me. I can fill the darkness geting closer, invading inch by inch my little white line. I dont know how to stop it, all I know is that this is my own doing. I can still feel my own eyes on the back of my neck. I am in two for reasons I do not know. The line is getting smaller and the darkness is near. My heart is racing, my mind already gone.

STOP!

Im standing there looking as far as I can both ways on the line. I cant see any end. The other me is closer now, just standing in a conner thats not really there. Im thinking. But nothings comeing to me. Im lost, where do I go? I cant keep on the white line I now know. The other me is even closer, right in frount of me. NO more bullets. But still the darkness. I turn my head towards the nothing that is there.

My is heart racing.

My mind is clear.

I whisper in my ear.

I almost heard it that time.

There I am. About to face the fear of not knowing whats next. I'm beside myself, but not scared any more. Im there about to face down what I have feared so strongly. Im one again. I lift my foot, just about to take the step.

And...

Then...

I wake up in the bed I layed down in hours ago. No darkness, no goal to be met. Just a new day to fight away until it will happen again.

G.L.L

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