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Date Posted: 22:29:15 06/22/03 Sun
Author: 小尘
Subject: 夜里

夜里二点半，依然醒着，卧着，仍旧一阵阵眩晕。连着几天早上衣服穿了淡薄些，不想就感冒了。昏睡一下午，到夜里怎么也睡不着了。漆黑的夜，漆黑的房间，四周寂静的可怕。黑暗中睁着双眼，只望见孤寂。一阵寒颤，许是在发烧吧。
开灯，吃药，上网。时而恍惚，时而清醒，敲打着键盘。忽然看见许久以前自己在网上留下的文字，而今读来，陌生得让人可怕。时间改变一个人的能力绝不比扼杀一个人逊色。因为怕感触，许久没有写过大段的属于自己的文字了，忽而发现即便是锁住了笔，未必锁得住孤寂。生命的河永远比真正的河干枯得要早。阳光越明媚，天越蔚蓝，内心越抑郁。电影越圆满，越觉得伤感。有越多的时间，越觉得不安。听见花开，已经预见花落。入夏已许久了，心却仍然冬季徘徊。
四点半，终于乏了，睡下，我知道，天终会蓝，总要学会抬头看。

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