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Date Posted: 10:41:29 04/11/01 Wed
Author: aimee
Author Host/IP: NoHost / 195.92.237.210
Subject: So, the story...
In reply to: aimee 's message, "the 'two month' rule" on 09:14:52 04/11/01 Wed

He
is most probably moving to the Isle of Wight (SP?) two weeks this Friday. That is; going to live there. That is; not living here. That is; not just for a few weeks, but for the foreseable (SP?) future.
I am sad.
I am very sad.
I am so fucking sad.
I am now crying.
I don't want to talk about this, I don't think. It's best for me to tell you this over the internet so I can get it out and over with. I don't want to dwell on it. If I don't dwell on it, I can forget it's happening, or grasp on to the tiny bt of hope that is this is only a 99% chance of him moving, and that, for once in my fucking life, I have some luck, and the 1% wins.
I finally find someone who I absolutely adore, possibly even l*ve. It gets better, he probably feels the same way. Even better than that, he's not cheating on me, or being so jealous he thinks everyone I speak to I'm cheating on him with.
Then
WHACK!
I'm hit in the face. He's going to leave me. I don't want to meet anyone else. I don't want to get over it. I want 'namenottobementioned'.

Don't feel mad with him. This is a just in case you would, request. I'm not mad with him for making this decision. I know, well, believe, this was not a descision he made lightly. I'm just mad with the awful circumstances.

Damn my Karma to Hell

aimee
-xxx-

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