| Subject: MONKIER, and other things |
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ashley
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Date Posted: 20:52:47 10/24/02 Thu
In reply to:
You know!
's message, "carl" on 21:56:38 10/18/02 Fri
I fully realize that this does not even dignify a response, but I am compelled, if for no other reason, then to point out the fact that I did not spell "monitor" wrong. The word is MONIKER. It means name or nickname, just for your own future reference, Emily. (I won't point out all of your spelling mistakes, because one, I don't care, and two, well frankly I just don't have enough energy.)
Okay, on to the personal attacks...
Shall we just go point by point?
I did make attempts to know Cassidi. I even made offers of goodwill. It's not worth going into because it won't make a difference, but a Christmas gift and picking her up and bringing her to Carl's house during a particulary unfortunate situation come to mind. But why would a such a nasty bitch do such things?
As for having it easy, I haven't. In fact I have been through more shit that you can probably wrap you minds around, but you know what? I see through the bullshit. I don't let it control me and I don't allow it to let me degrade other people to make myself feel better. I really honestly hope you guys are able to do this one day. This is a tired cliche but life really is only what you make it.
Now time spent with Carl. Looking back as far as I can, I don't remember ever tying Carl to a chair or anything and forcing him to be with me. I am Carl's friend and I just want him to be happy. I am really sorry that he wasn't with you, and as much as you would like to think that it was, it wasn't my doing. I'm also really sorry that you have to use me as justification for not dealing with your own problems. Once you take responsibility for your actions and your character, getting over things becomes a lot easier.
If you had a problem with me you should have confronted me. From what I've seen you're not a shy person and I would have happily welcomed dialogue, because you can't fix things when they are already over and done with, and talkig things out can usually at least somewhat better an unwanted situation.
JEALOUSY. I realize that I am sinking to your level when I say this, but the difference is, this is actually the truth. I didn't have to be jealous of you. Honestly what do I have to be jealous of? When you are so obviously a better person than someone else then you don't feel the need to be jealous. I am comfortable and confidant in who I am. I don't need other people to tell me who or what I am or control who or what I am.
Okay now that I am done with that...
I wish you both all the best in your lives and I hope you both eventually grow up.
Finally,
THIS IS AN FHG WEBSITE, NOT A WEBSITE FOR PERSONAL SQUABBLES. For this reason, this shit needs to end now. I feel bad that I have only perpetuated the situation, but I feel that these things needed to be said. I think that most others will agree, so I consider this to be the END of this childish exchange. I hope that all parties involved have gotten what they needed from this discourse and can stop abusing this message board for self indulgent MELODRAMA.
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