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• She bit her lip as she saw him there, it was like her heart jumped into her throat and cut off her breathing. Everything that had happened between them, she regretted all of it, every minute of her life. As soon as he had walked out the door after seeing her with that meaningless guy who's name she barely remembered- she'd been missing him, wishing she could work things out, that they could make things work and she had even tried to track him down but he just moved around so damn much. Finally though, she had heard from an old friend, that he was here and now here she was, with him right in front of her and she was terrified to move. Finally though, with a self kick to the but, she stepped forward, a small smile on her beautiful face. She really was stunning, they had been incredably in love until she fucked up. "Never pictured you such a troop of children, Kaleb." She stated, her voice soft, she could hardly believe that he was there in front of her. (NT) -- Hillary, 07:03:15 09/15/04 Wed

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• He was busily blowing a raspberry on the giggling Greg's cheek when she approached and spoke, and didn't look up for a moment - something about that voice sent a chill down his spine and twisted around his tongue so it made it impossible for him to speak. As he raised his gaze - darkened immediately - to her, he exhaled a long, low sigh of disbelief. He was hearing her, and he was seeing her, but there was no way... (NT) -- Kaleb, 07:06:37 09/15/04 Wed

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• She was still stunning, absolutely a vision but still the same her just a few years older. She slowly approached, dropping her jean clad knee's to the ground in favor of gently touching Greg's cheek. The baby - always the flirt - squealed and waved his little arms, making kissy faces at her. Her dark eyes slowly slipped up to him, those same eyes wide on her mocha colored skin. "He's adorable..." He definately wasn't Kalebs though, this was a white baby. Her lip slipped between her teeth as she dropped her eyes back down to the baby, it was funny, she had rehearsed this scene a thousand times in her head, but she couldn't think of a damn word to say right now. Instead she just focused on the little baby and then looked over her shoulder at the two kids who had paused to see who the new woman was. (NT) -- Hillary, 07:12:13 09/15/04 Wed

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• "What are you doing here?" He blurted out when he could finally trust himself to form a coherent sentence again. His fingers lingers on Greg's sides even as he giggled and blubbered at the new woman, eyes drifting away to the twins - thankful for the distraction - before returning to her, taking her in slowly. He didn't mean to sound so rude, but she had ruined him in so many ways, and he had always expected - and hoped - never to see her again. (NT) -- Kaleb, 07:15:14 09/15/04 Wed

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• She sighed softly, looking up at him. "I've been looking for you for a long time Kaleb, I mean, your a hard man to track down..." She offered a slight smile, brushing back her hair lightly, "I just..after it all happened...I wanted to talk to Kaleb, and I still do..." She bit her lip a little anxiously, her pretty brow furrowed in slight confusion, worry almost. It would kill her if he didn't at least talk to her. (NT) -- Hillary, 07:25:01 09/15/04 Wed

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• "It's been years, Hillary. What's left to talk about?" He questioned quite seriously - he wasn't such a cruel man that he would refuse to talk about things, but he really didn't see a point. He was finally happy again, had a lot going for him, and didn't hardly see any point in bringing up all sorts of painful past. (NT) -- Kaleb, 07:32:13 09/15/04 Wed

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• She sighed softly, sitting down next to him on the bench, her eyes on his as she leaned forward. "Everything. I messed up Kaleb, I know that, but it was just a bad situatin, If you had given me a second chance...if you had talked to me afterwards instead of just taking off somewhere, we could still be good." She frowned softly, a mix of emotions on her voice, confusion, pain, a tinge of desperation. "There's everything to talk about Kaleb, it's been years and I still love you Kaleb, I think about you all the time, I hate myself for how much I hurt you..." (NT) -- Hillary, 07:40:27 09/15/04 Wed

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• His breath caught softly at that and he shook his head slowly, holding Greg close - for security more than anything else. "We were talking about getting married, Hillary. Then I walked in - to our room in a country thousands of miles from home - and, refresh my memory... What were you doing?" He smoothed a hand lovingly over the baby's head. "I love Gabby." He stated confidently, but softly - as if he felt bad for being so outright about it after this woman had just declared her undying love for him. (NT) -- Kaleb, 07:45:50 09/15/04 Wed

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• "I know, Kaleb, don't you think I know what I did? I ruined our life together in a moment of panic." She let out a soft breath, her brow furrowed. "We were so young, and I just got...overwhelmed with it all, I didn't think anything good could happen to me like that and I just freaked and I drank a little to much and it just happened, as soon as it was over Kaleb, I was regretting it, immediatly..." She swallowed softly, her hand going to his wrist softly, her brow furrowed as she gazed up at him with those dark eyes that he had at one time loved so much. "I am sorry Kaleb, and if you had given me the chance I would have been on my knee's begging your forgiveness." (NT) -- Hillary, 07:51:17 09/15/04 Wed

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• He closed his eyes lightly for a moment at her touch, and then gently drew his hand away to twist his fingers into his hair - Greg cuddling closer as he sensed his 'daddy's unrest. "Things are so different now, Hill..." He exhaled a quiet sigh as he opened his eyes to her again - there wasn't a doubt in his mind that he loved Gabriella more than anything, but it was hard when your first love was sitting here infront of you. (NT) -- Kaleb, 08:13:44 09/15/04 Wed

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• She let out a low breath, her brow furrowed as he pulled away. "Not so different Kaleb..." She murmured gently, her eyes on him deep and emotional. "At least gives us a chance to be friends again Kaleb, please, at least give us this chance." She questioned, her voice pleading as she looked up at him. "Thats all I am asking right now..." She looked down at the baby who was clinging to him, her brow furrowed gently. "Who's baby?" She questioned softly, her head tilting to the side as she gazed at him and then the baby again, he really was a cute kid... (NT) -- Hillary, 08:20:56 09/15/04 Wed

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• "I can give you that, Hillary - friends, but nothing more." He murmured after a moment, gaze quiet on her - it was hard to be so frank with her, but he had meant it for real when he had things were different now. "My girlfriend's. Him, and the twins, and the dog." He gestured to the two still playing on the playground - looking over suspiciously every once in a while, but enjoying themselves too much to scout things out just yet. (NT) -- Kaleb, 08:24:27 09/15/04 Wed

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• Obvious pain lined her features at his words and she nodded a bit, drawing back as she bit her lip harshly and looked over the kids. She wouldn't break down now, she wouldn't cry. "They are cute." The words were choked and bitter and they almost got stuck in her throat amongst the hint of tears but she forced them out roughly. A hand ran over her hair, blinking a few times as she kept her gaze away from him and on the children. She let out a ragged breath, trying to pull herself together to hold a comfortable conversation but it was so very hard. (NT) -- Hillary, 08:27:53 09/15/04 Wed

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• It hurt him to see the blatant pain in her features and hear it in her voice, as hard as she tried to mask it - he had loved this woman once and knew her better than that. "I told you things were different now..." He commented softly, a hand moving to soothe up her back and then to squeeze the base of her neck gently - surprised to find himself actually feeling bad for this. (NT) -- Kaleb, 08:31:49 09/15/04 Wed

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• She nodded a bit, fighting back the tears still, almost leaning into his touch but holding that back too. She sighed softly, shaking her head. "No, no I understand...no need to explain." She cleared her throat softly, her voice barely louder then a whisper. "It was dumb, I was dumb, thinking that I would find you and you would see how much I still cared..." She murmured softly, her eyes dropped to the ground as she shifted a little. She really didn't want to cry in front of him right now, to make herself seem even more pathetic then she was. (NT) -- Hillary, 08:39:39 09/15/04 Wed

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• "Hill... If things were at all different with Gabby and I, maybe this would be a little different too - but this is how things are now... I'm sorry too - that you came here, went to the trouble of finding me, and just ended up with this." He spoke honestly - at her obvious regret, it was hard to stay mad at her, but he couldn't, and would never want to, change how things were now. (NT) -- Kaleb, 08:49:29 09/15/04 Wed

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• She shook her head, standing up and turning her back to him, running her hand down her face to brush away the hot tears that were spilling down her cheeks. She didn't understand how she had messed up things so royally. She didn't even know who this Gabby girl is but she was already wondering what this girl had that she didn't. She knew she had hurt him but she thought that she could convince him to take her back, to forgive her, then they could live happily ever after again... (NT) -- Hillary, 08:52:27 09/15/04 Wed

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• Greg was uncomfortable with the serious tone to the conversation and so tugged at his shirt to be held, and he obliged willingly - thankful for the baby's real comfort. With a low sigh, he kissed the boy's chubby cheek, eyes following her for a moment before drifting out to the twins again. "Hill.. That was a long time ago... Things are different now and it's time to move on..." (NT) -- Kaleb, 08:57:50 09/15/04 Wed

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• She brushed off his words, brushing her hand over her eyes and shaking her head. "Don't worry about it Kaleb, I am sorry I bothered you." Her words weren't sarcastic or anything like that, she was desperately just begging to get out of there, she couldn't face him anymore and she truely was apolagetic she had even stepped foot back into his apperantly perfect new life. (NT) -- Hillar, 08:59:47 09/15/04 Wed

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• "Hill, c'mon honey..." The nickname wasn't tender and loving as it once would have been - but was gentle and concerned for a woman he shared quite the history with. "Until you found out I was attached, you were ready to settle for being my friend at least. What happened to that?" (NT) -- Kaleb, 09:05:41 09/15/04 Wed

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• She smiled a little, her head tilted to the side as she brushed away the tears. "Yeah...friends...friends is fine." She smiled softly, nodding a little, brushing back her dark hair. (NT) -- Hillary, 09:16:43 09/15/04 Wed

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• "There... That's better..." He murmured and offered a small smile, winking gently as he cuddled Greg closely. "We're adults... Can handle being friends with ex's, right? Now, do you have a place to stay here and everything?" There was a lot of unfinished business between them, but he couldn't help checking in on her. (NT) -- Kaleb, 09:27:35 09/15/04 Wed

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• She shook her head, letting out a soft breath before she cleared her throat of the tears. "I just got here today, I can just get a hotel for tonight, I don't think I'll be staying here for very long." She murmured softly, brushing her hand through her hair again. Her lips were deep chocolate color with emotion, her mocha skin soft in the setting sun, dark hair curling around her pefect jaw....but heartbreak was written all over her. (NT) -- Hillary, 09:30:37 09/15/04 Wed

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• It was near impossible for him to resist touching her, but there was a child in his arms to keep his hands busy and to remind him of the beautiful girl he loved more than anything. Shaking his head a touch, he shifted to pull his keys out of his pocket. "Stay at my place... I'm living with Gabby, but the rent's paid for the rest of the month, so it's just kicking around for a couple more weeks.." He was already working the key off of his chain and going over directions in his mind so that it was all clear. (NT) -- Kaleb, 09:34:40 09/15/04 Wed

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• She sighed softly, shaking her head at his suggestion. "No, no I couldn't do that Kaleb, I'll just get a hotel, really, I'll only be here for a couple of days or something..." She bit her lip lightly, her pale lips actually rosy and a little swollen thanks to her worried gnawing. "I don't want to inconvenience anyone and your girlfriend probably wouldn't appreciate your ex fiancee staying in your apartment." (NT) -- Hillary, 09:44:39 09/15/04 Wed

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• "C'mon Hill. I'm not even going to be there - it'll just be like a hotel but you won't have to pay for it. Atleast someone'll be getting use out of the place.." He insisted, pressing the key into her fingers - voice holding that no-nonsense tone to it that didn't invite any arguments. (NT) -- Kaleb, 09:47:21 09/15/04 Wed

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• She sighed softly, her fingers closing around the key as she nodded a bit, then looked up. "It looks like its going to rain, you should get her kids home." She stated softly, dropping her eyes to the key in her hands. "I'll...we'll, maybe I will see you around." (NT) -- Hillary, 09:52:57 09/15/04 Wed

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• He gave her quick but clear instructions before shifting Greg to his side as he stood slowly and nodded a touch, calling to the twins and Keiko. "Yeah, I'm sure I'll see you around... Make yourself at home there, and stay as long as you want - I mean that. Alright?" (NT) -- Kaleb, 09:58:25 09/15/04 Wed

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• She nodded a little, letting out a soft breath. "Yeah, thanks Kaleb." She glanced over at the twins before she leaned up, pressing a kiss to his cheek softly, lingering there for a moment before she took a step back. "I appreciate it." (NT) -- Hillar, 10:04:47 09/15/04 Wed

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• He swallowed lightly and nodded a touch, gently squeezing her arm before handing Moon his keys and then leaning down to pick up the little girl - giving her the important task of holding those, and Romeo the one of manning Keiko. "Not a problem... Take care, Hill." (NT) -- Kaleb, 10:07:36 09/15/04 Wed

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• She nodded a little, her eyes on the kids who obviously adored Kaleb before she swallowed and turned, heading in the opposite direction down the trail. (NT) -- Hillary, 10:17:01 09/15/04 Wed

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• He started off with the troop as well, though snuck a peak back at her - a little concerned and hoping that she found her way alright, but knowing it was out of his hands and she was no longer his concern or responsibility... (NT) -- Kaleb, 10:18:47 09/15/04 Wed